Dear Rebel Pt. 2 🌟🏴
The second part to today's post and shall count as my third post technically because it's the second/latter part of my second post about Erina!: Erina was making me feel things like deep admiration and awe, and the wolfy part of myself was wanting her to give me bully rubs and I enjoying the fuck out of them, even having a horny thought about her! My world was spinning, and it was spinning super fast, and I felt all over! At one point, I wrote a small excerpt in my journal about my crush on her that was developing. More days while I played Tactica passed on, the more and more I was falling in love while at the same time denying my feelings for Erina because of myself being a heteroromantic. It was then finally on December 3rd/4th, 2023, that I had an epiphany, and that was that I loved her. I was in love with Erina, and I was attracted to her as a friend of mine observed. As I wrote in my journal once again, I ended up writing a small letter dedicated to Erina talking about what I was feeling towards her, but it wasn't until the 5th/6th of December that I finally wrote a love letter of confession for her, letting my feelings for her gush out like Niagara Falls. But for those wondering how Robin felt at first I was shy, but he's my husband I wouldn't ever leave him in the dark and so we talked and as we talked he listened closely as I explained what was going on and then he told me to go with my heart and not worry about labels as we'll always be each others other half and as long as I'm happy that he'll always be happy for me no matter who I was romantically attracted to as he also added that it seems my big heart not only loved him, but Erina too as I apologized to him for not speaking sooner, but he understood why I had a hard time confessing immediately as emotions are quite tricky to navigate through, but to know he said he still felt loved by me not only was it quite heartwarming to hear, but also a signal I could move forward to the next stage for Erina and I. On December 14th, 2023, I officially announced that Erina and I were dating while still reassuring everyone that Robin and I were still happily married to one another and not going anywhere! Calling Erina my girlfriend felt so foreign at first, yet it felt so right and so warm, like toasty s'mores on an open fire. I'm excited to see where Erina and I's relationship will go, even though we just started dating. I want to love her with all my heart, just like Robin, because I love her and Robin dearly so very much.
Link to Part 1 here!:
https://www.tumblr.com/grandmasterwolfeon/737701550220263424/dear-rebel-pt-1?source=share
















