#rebustape

[shewh0kills]

So does someone have to do Brainstormz every time my Samsung is on? I remember Peak constantly advertising Google Lens related apparel and I can't seem to download it on ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE BLUE SAMSUNG WHICH I HAVE NEVER ACTIVATED for the hundredth time.

I like my new Adidas. I helped JoAnne avoid an accident because those Lake street curbs just come out of nowhere on the right, lemme tell ya!

I liked the Yellow striped Adidas too but am not needing skatey Vans type cushy shoes ATM.

Still wondering where ALL POINT 🏧 s disappeared to after I found them. I like the wrestlers pointing on TV. I also liked the idea of Deborah Stump being the football girl in the commercial on HospitalVision.

I am also loving the Bachelorette.

Mom might go back to DSW.

Look at these bbs. All mine. Perfect shoes.

Trying to get back into the idea 💡 of enjoying shopping still. Talk about emotional distress. Cannot believe I have to make a list at 35 of what I spend my money I make myself legally at a job I feel comfortable with but I will see this as an exercise. Just like my printing exercise.

Don't let your kids read Leo the Late Bloomer but do encourage video games such as Conker's Bad Fur day.

Do not lie to your Father about beating Snowball's Chance In Hell nor pretend to understand Minesweeper. Glenn came with Orange Dos laptops and a crumbum attitude. He also got a job at IBM as a systems analyst after supposedly having something to do with the million dollar Continental Bank Heist or looking like he did and talking like he did and possibly having a shorter comrade that did time upstairs that could have raised and robbed Samantha and sold cards w her name on them because the way this Pioneer project went was not right. Sam was not able to have her room upstairs and multiple altercations were made to ensure no electricity was to make it up there in said room specifically because someone wanted to take their half and rely on poorly conditioned humans which could be the fault of Sam (me) for picking them or otherwise but we are not mad. We just want our safety and our jobs to be on the defense and to ensure we protect and serve the correct spirits many precautions and fewer experiments are being conducted - patience.

Thanks for something. - Management

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Had a dream that E* & M**** were one person and I was like barely old enough to go toghe bathroom and they gave me so much acid that I got on the shitter and died in it.

Prob he and he and a million other people were the first Damian and that's why he asked me if I wanted to be a toilet forever and seemed concerned.

I made it to 35 and all I care about is going to work and not talking to literally anyone because there is no reason to go beyond a hello or a why the hell did they send you down here in this body with sexual references I don't use the internet or even know who you really are

Avoid the nutty donuts. Someone lied about me doing that type of spaceahit too and all 5 clients were people I have met in real life and said a friendly hello or so too and they were so sad like genuinely asking what they could do with their space sexy things to make me feel better and all I could move was my eyes and do nothing

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The old guy living in front of the closed Walgreens by Belmont and Central that has a bit of Glenn's spirit saw me walk out of Family Dollar eating a cupcake and last time I saw Glenn it was in this guy Kenny that looks related to the guy out here and Kenny helped me out with a gift and Glenn's voice cracked through in a sentence. First I saw the guy I spoke about on Central and thought he looked a decent amount like Glenn and then I passed another one at Wacky Shack who was holding money in his hand and then as my bus passed he hastily lowered his hand back to his pocket and looked down sighing. Not the weirdest thing though.

So I'm eating the cupcake and he goes pay the fiddler. First off you don't have a fiddle. I didn't hire a fiddler. If I had money and a celebratory event I wouldn't hire you as my fiddler and if I was rich and had a car and a fiddle I would have gone back to force him to play it for a cupcake.

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When you watch killer karaoke and you wonder why you were singing at Montgomery so much. ;)

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Kinda funny that Nookie was on a Now 3 album.

If you're not fuxking with your own brain hard enough, other people with fux with it for you to try to distract you from putting in the proper amount of effort to be somebody and do something different because they can either brag about their brainwashing influence on you and slowly cover you with shade until you let them kill you or they can brag about helping to being you back to you... But never will they ever admit what they're doing could be seen as wrong. I mean it could, but it's not. If you're not playing life for you and you're not happy playing life with someone else then why are you alive and who do you intend to play for? That's where observation and paying attention and fighting to get something back comes into play. It's best to be part of a circuit as a human; even when you feel alone and hopeless - don't lose the hope and leave it dead and buried forever. Sometimes it's best to leave dead things lying for a bit.

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Forced myself to look nice to go out to Olive Garden w mom and am happy about dinner. Had the sweetest waitress, too. It made me remember when I was 5 and would hit on waitress at Phoenix Restaurant and be like yo can I get your number so you can be my babysitter and three of them did but I never needed a baby sitter so I'd call them once or twice to see how they were doing. One of them my favorite called Katie had her hair in 5 ponytails and her tongue and belly pierced, was 18, and left the Phoenix to work at the Doll House which another waitress favorite said was a strip club so ofc at 6 years old I asked my mom if we could go visit her one day. 🙂‍↕️😁

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Finally, an entry.

So the other morning at Collectivo in which I purchase my raspberry parfait and med caramel salted creamy foam monster drink (the foam; flavored caramel, is my best friend and new favorite flavor since I am obsessed with whipped cream products) was rang up under the name Sib. Again I was asked if I was Sid which last happened at the Olive Branch the November before last by a woman named Autumn who was seen walking in Wicker with a Krusza the day I decided to smoke some crack prior to being taken down from 15 W at Northwestern for my trip to Haymarket - which claimed they had none of the info they needed to take me in and before that sent me to the windows floor after watching some selective, relative programming that would have gleefully connected some ideas to the place itself - which was quick to try to sign me back in through the front desk as I arrived in a wheelchair but was then denied entry and told to return in two days. I saw enough to realize there were plans for me there had I gone when I was being encouraged to go for my meth use at 26, and when I got to the windows floor, I asked if I had an appointment or reason to sent there and they were unsure. Upon making it back up, my room, #1539 at Northwestern, had been. Given away after 7 days. I decided to listen to the TV which suggested confidently to SMOKE THE ROCK SMOKE THE ROCK via commercial and I had found my way with the help of higher ups to a few optional adventures with my consciousness shut off but they never worked all the way through so off I wandered to Humboldt for my tent family experience and I was more grateful for that than anything; having some folks take you in and look after you in ways that made sense at the time with smiles on who accepted my insecurity and all personalities that came with the IVs like they knew the drill had found what I left behind in my cart and tried to inject their influence into mine so that I would have help figuring how to do what that I needed greatly. I loved spending time with everyone and they kept me good. I wasn't known well and as such it was safer to keep me outside camping aside from the few negative happenings around me to which I chose not to read into.

Anyway, the person who rang me as Sib also referred to me as Bayleaf and said "Bayleaf, you're done' in a Roofener type e voice and yeah my mom did try to choke me out with a Bayleaf at age 1 but who's business is that to know and why did you being it up? Did you do it on purpose or sleep with someone that can possess your body and make you say things like that? He asked my name today a d was quick with the order and I was kind to him as I know not the full situation with him (that's his. Business and your creepy crawlies like to get humans to say things but he could have been lied to or told that's the only thing joAnne did to try to end my life as a kid which could have been something Glenn was into

I'm not angry at any of you. Just keep entertainment going for yourselves and be considerate to me if I deserve it for stepping down and balancing on my pedestal.

This has been a PSA. Off work tmrw. Clinic in AM.

Keep up the keep up. Mwahz.

Xoxo