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Quick outfit sketch for Elias' wedding to the Red-handed Queen!!!! (ignore that they're standing this, they sat back down right afterwards and this was also just for clarity of outfit lol)
(moth is the Cecropia moth, pearls are Oneiric pearls)
I was a little bummed by Red Arc/Warc’s updated redesign for Type Lumina. She needs those stinky vibes imo.
Who the heck is a “ArkWeed BroomStud”?
elias has been sitting on the red-handed queen the queen of air and darkness' lap this entire hallowmas btw. they took a brief break to go send a gift to jamie for his birthday and then right back on her lap on her throne at the pavillion! incredibly pampered moth that she definitely isn't manipulating into the proper emotional state so she can puppet them around tomorrow, absolutly not.
elias is just having a very nice time being kissed and held and given so much alcohol!
elias makes a lot of mistakes in the pursuit of their desires. a lot of these desires and things they pursue are because of their fears being exacerbated, or needs not being met. this puts them on the defense quite a bit, which can lead to episodes, or on very rare occasion: them lashing out on someone
elias wants to be loved and wanted and accepted. but for various reasons (mental illness, pervasive loneliness, others' prejudices, the deliberate emotional starvation and exacerbation from certain powers) they feel like they're not getting this.
so this leads to elias coping and trying to solve this in unhealthy ways. because elias is a very hopeful character, and they are convinced that they can fix this. but time and time again when things go wrong, that hope and determination have lead them to worse and worse places.
elias is also convinced that the fault lies with them. they're the fixed variable. and they're the thing they can change and fix most easily. and surely if everyone treats them so badly, they must all be correct, yes?
it starts with people pleasing. anything that others find unsavory, anything they don't like, that all gets removed. (which is to save, it gets buried deep in their heart and never acknowledged)
and from there everything else springs. ingratiating themself to society and the like. making themself irreplaceable. beloved enough that they can't be kicked out and left alone and forgotten again. made a paramount presence, made regent, made known to each and every faction so that everyone knows who they are, and they can't be fully gotten rid of. it's a safety net and a backup plan and fame has its price and its hurts. because being even more in the public eye, elias must conform to fit those standards even more. there's greater and greater pressure, and the higher up you are, the fuether you have to fall
and elias mistakes their own wants and needs. they go looking for it in the wrong places, and ignore what their heart says. elias wants acceptance and friends and not to be lonely. and they think the solution is for all of london to love them. they want to be everyone's best friend, but they have to realize they can't do that. and elias deserves to live as weirdly and strangely as they like, without fear or shame of who they are. and they have to let themself feel love from those they care about. but they can't, because if these people can love them, genuinly love them, platonic, romantic, or anything else, then that means all the maltreatment they suffered was not justified. that means that others were wrong to hurt them. and elias is always worried that their closest circle will suddenly drop them and desert them, and they would believe they deserved it. elias wants so desperately to be so close to people, but they can't bring themself to let their friends and loves in. they're scared of the contact and of what it means and of rejection. so it's easiest to not let them get close enough to hurt them and deal with that debilitating loneliness that drives them to those awful places.
and elias cannot forgive themself for the lengths they go to because it all ends up compounding and making the situation worse and they wish they could have gotten things right the first time, because the only reason this solution could have failed was because they messed up again
Red! Elias who can unravel and pull your wants and secrets and repressed emotions into the light with their new abilities
pros: it's Genuinly Helpful in the long run 9 times out of ten
cons: holy fuck are they terrifying. the more you repress things the more it'll hurt and the more they'll have to drag out. until they get the hang of this once they start it's Very Hard to get them to stop. you get to feel your heartstrings being plucked! it's Like That!
You see a cute socialite. they have lots of stains on their clothes
you find out the synthesize these stains themself
you find out they synthesize poison as well
they learned this by performing a water and blood ritual in the super toxic water of the fuckung blood red river
they use these poisons while playing a game where you kill people. slowly.
they're possibly fucking the master that runs these games
(and half of the damn neath too)
this master made them royalty and adored whereever they go
(they're friends with the Poet-Laureate?!?!?!)
(they're paramount presence and every single faction knows them)
royalty made them unhappy, so a fucking Parabolan Power kidnapped them off that poison river
they won a game after being kidnapped and traded their heart to the Dream Controlling Horror
said Horror also gave them New Powers
they can't control these new powers once they start.
they corner you in a room and read off all you hidden wants, desires, and secrets while you feel them tugging on your heart strings
they start crying and get really upset at you?
they've cut you open with the dagger they got from their spouse from that master
they have now literally stolen your heart