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okay so this is really stupid and dumb but i want to legitimately thank everyone that took part in the whole premier thing.

as i've mentioned a lot of times before i am HELLA fucking shy and i have a handful of social anxiety problems and low self-esteem regarding my rp and my portrayal of this alpha dave.

i know it wasn't much?? like i wish i could have done more, i wish i could have actually drawn up the poster for his movie(which??? got done??? thank you kei??????), or drawn everyone in their gorgeous attire, or done something more than write up a dumb drabble that made me cry.

but everyone participating really warmed my heart and haha honestly i actually cried a few times for real. characters fussing over others to 'not fuck up david's night', characters having fun and commenting on the movie, and most importantly the overwhelming amount of support and people that said they were proud of him like. completely blew me away. i was really nervous about this (i was seriously shaking for like an hour omg) and even though some of them were late, everyone david invited and wanted to be there (aside his brother of course) showed up and participated and it really, really, really made david and myself feel loved? the few hours the whole thing lasted really boosted my confidence and made me feel like i was actually a really super cool rper and legitimately WORTHY of the attention i get.

i don't really know how to adequately thank all of you, but it means a lot you all played along and i love all of you so much. it's really awesome nights like these that keep me going with david. he's my favourite character i've ever played before and i cannot express how much it means to me that you all seem to love him as much as i do. i had a lot of fun and i wasn't really expecting it to go that well.

thank you from the bottom of my heart and i really, really think you're all wonderful and want to rp with you a lot in the future and keep david safe and happy.

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((iiii am feeling really sick out of nowhere and it's almost 7.30 am so!!! i am going to!! go to bed!!!

pretend everyone filed home nice and orderly and got to where they needed to go uwu john and other john are welcome to spend the night at david's since he offered and it's a little easier for them that way.

ilu all <333 goodnight!!))

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striderkingofgondor replied to your post:striderkingofgondor replied to your post:my...

pops your collar.

thems fightin words

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striderkingofgondor replied to your post:my undershirt is definitely not tucked in and i...

you’re a fucking disgrace how could you shame the family name like this.

untucks your shirt defiantly

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my undershirt is definitely not tucked in and i dont think anyones noticed

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It is still seriously tempting to see if I get carded for alcohol.

I don't even really want the drink. I just want to see if they'd give it to me.

Don't mind me, I'll be over here with my coke at the kiddie table.

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if anyone else wanted to draw stuff from the premier i would legitimately pay u real cashmoney for it.