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[waitingin]

Im stuck in an irony of gah. Idk. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want to be alone anymore. But I don't want to be in conflict with someone. I don't want to push Emilie away by being too needy and I promised to never talk to my past interests. I actually almost broke that recently. I don't have a person to talk to... I mean really talk to. To explain that I want live for who I am. A hopeless asshole who only cares about himself after he gets bored with you... I wish I could talk to you. I love you. Not like a lover but as a friend. I wish I could rely on you like you did on me. Maybe you didn't actually rely on me and you overcame your sad and lonely pain without needing me. Idk but I'm tired. No one actually knows who I am and I am alone...

[frankly-jeremy]

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Someday I - "I Already Quit"

I was really close to just giving up on posting this song.  It's like nowhere on the internet, at least as far as I can tell, with my limited capabilities, and uploading it was something of a pain in the ass as well.  Therefore, you should all listen to it, without question.  It's from a free compilation I got with a 'zine once upon a time, but I throw it on an insane number of mixes, including the one I was listening to in the car today, which is what prompted me to post it here, along with some other stuff which will be coming up, and hopefully be easier to find.

I like to imagine that the band took its name from the song "Jackpot Plus" by Jawbox, since I can't really imagine where else it would have come from.  It's also probably the only thing I'm into that would resemble the whole "screamo" angle.  And even it's pretty weak in that regard, probably.

Oh, and from my searching, it appears that there's some pop-punk band that's using this name as well, so don't be misled by that.

Forgot my favorite part:

bitter, depressed, jaded, everything I've hated, after one fucking record