#reflective asks

[litrallytyrus]

Slumber!

slumber: what's one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible?

lollllll whenever i’m struggling to fall asleep (which is often) i just come up with different scenarios or prompts in my head of different ships....like i’ll just picture childhood friends tyrus who suddenly meet again and are in love and suddenly i’m 😴😴😴😴😴😴

[blinded-by-fairy-lights]

slumber & ponder for the reflective asks <3

slumber: what’s one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible? 

i read a lot, or i watch tv, i try to tire my eyes out. sometimes if it’s really bad i give up and take sleeping pills. 

ponder: what do you want to do with your life?

i want to be a writer. of what i’m not really sure, but something, definitely. reading books and poetry and short stories has always impacted me a lot, and i really want to be able to impact other people in that same way while doing something that take comfort in doing… so i think the job is fitting. and i want to watch my little brother’s graduate school and be there for them and send my mom on lovely vacations and adopt lots of cats and travel as much as possible and just enjoy the world as much as i can. 

[sleepypositives]

For the "late night self reflective asks" Night Light and Full moon

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?A person who is nice and smart… a person who doesn’t lash out… a person Evan deserves to be with

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?

Evan and Skittles

[litrallytyrus]

Reflection (if you're comfortable answering)!

reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else?

um. i honestly don’t think so??? i’m trying to remember a time where i might’ve but i literally can’t think of anything!!! wow. love that for me 🤩🤩🤩😋 damn guess not!! i’ve been siting her for like 5 minutes trying to think of something but i can’t 😳 idk. maybe i’ve repressed it 😳😳

[litrallytyrus]

ponder 🤔

ponder: what do you want to do with your life?

that’s a loaded question that i kind of know but i kind of don’t ......... ideally i would live in the mountains completely isolated from society living off of crops that i plant and taking naps outsides on a hammoc while the wind rustles through my hair ... but obviously that can’t happen 😔😔😔😔 so i probably wanna major in something to do with science when i go to college (i know it’s Broad) or something to do with animals!! and then i also think doing something with art would be rlly fun but i don’t think i’m good enough to do something like that :////

so in short: i have nooooo clue 🤕

[litrallytyrus]

Constellations!

constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop?

LMAO literally @asimplekalzone againnnnnn but um also some irl friends i have that i’m not gonna name drop but like... them too!!! but definitely kali. why is she the answer to all of these 😭😭😭😭

[litrallytyrus]

Cosmos!

cosmos: what's one thing you wish you could say to someone you are no longer friends with?

aw this is sad 😨😨😨 but um i would tell her that i’m sorry for not trusting her enough and not trying hard enough to keep our friendship alive 😔😔 i was such a bitch to her near the end of our friendship and i regret that so muchhh she was my best friend in elementary school!!!! but then middle school happened and 😳 yeah.

[blinded-by-fairy-lights]

Full moon?

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?

someone comforting but still bold. and someone who hopefully knows what she’s doing with the world, and does it well.