ooh boy yall caused a lot emotional bullshit for me. From bein toxic to being just straight up manipulative and making me question my own ethics and sanity, I went through the fuckin mill. While yeah, I’m kinda mad that this shit happened in the first place and that it contributes to my ptsd, I’m also kinda proud of the person I grew to be. I know myself and my identity far better than before, and I’m so certain of who I am now. I have a deeper understanding of people and its far easier for me to empathize. I have wonderful friends that you can’t take away from me. Best of all, I managed to get lucky enough and be in a (wonderfully, perfectly platonic, because i am aromantic and that doesnt make me a sociopath #3, you fucking prick) relationship with not one but two gorgeous, lovely, understanding, and talented women who would never even dream of treating me the way any of you did. I have so much love in my life now, and none of it is that bullshit “romantic” love you tried to advertise to me.