There were so many things that I would never do. Would never even want to do or feel comfortable doing. So many little things I'd taken for granted, like moving into my first place with my partner, or my first dance at my wedding, or having a baby with someone. Having someone to look after me when I'm sick, or watch TV with in the evenings, or going on a couples' holiday to Disneyland. And the worst part of it was - even though I'd longed for these things, I knew that they'd never make me happy anyway. The idea was beautiful. But the reality made me sick.
from Loveless by Alice Oseman

















