i n f p t h o u g h t s
driving in your car and thinking of a poetical line and repeating it to yourself till you get the chance to write it down | getting out your phone when hanging out with a friend and feeling bad that they might think you’re rude but you really have to write down a random thought before you forgot it | having hundreds of story ideas in the notes on your phone but only having two completed stories one of which you only pretend is finished | getting an idea for a story but getting your thoughts and words so tangled that you give up after the 4th sentence | somebody asking you what you’re thinking about and making something up that seems normal because it would take forever to explain what you were actually thinking about | forgetting something but remembering the feeling it gave you | that panic you feel when you have no inspiration and you’re afraid you will never create anything meaningful | wanting to go to a place that is untouched by technology | listening to a song and imagining you are the one singing it | wishing you could draw the scenes in your head exactly how you see them | feeling so bad for someone it makes you miserable too | wishing you could change the world like the heroes in novels | imagining you look more romanic than you actually do | feeling like you aren’t the person staring at you in the mirror | seeing or thinking of something seemingly small and insignificant that makes you unexplainably happy | imagining what you want your future to be like and telling yourself it won’t really happen but actually believing it will