Angel girl I’ve missed you so much and everybody always tells me that you’re not gone you’re always with me but I get angry inside but more so because I’m hurt because even though I do feel your presence it’s like wtf tho because ur not here in the way that I got to fall in love with u and since around fairways and the golf course with u and laugh with all ur different laughs like the one that starts out snap and quickly grows into something so much bigger than life, bigger than all of this.. or ur heheh I’m trying to be cute well not trying Ik I’m cute and ur cute too kinda laugh k love that one too and oo oo oo also ur HAA HAAA haha ha haa one like where it starts out loud and obnoxious (in the most beautiful way tho not like obnoxious annoying but obnoxious like loud and boisterous) and then it softens into a sweet trickle of tiny glistening giggles with your eyes brighter than the moon.
Fuck I miss u
Why does death have to happen why couldn’t you have lived forever like the star and glassy and whole wide world that you are to me then and now and always.. I love u angel girl I hope heaven is cozy wozy shmozy dozy Nosey rosy Posy toesy for u tonight and every night:* save me a spot I love u always and forever my girl xoxo 💋