A PSA of sorts
So I've done some thinking over the past few days, and I've come to the conclusion that I need to take some time off indefinitely from 1x1 roleplaying. Hear me out: five full on classes that assign coursework every dang class (none of it easy), coupled with work, roleplaying, extra curricular commitments, running an RPG, and heavens knows what else in my life, is incredibly time consuming and stressful and I honestly haven't been getting great sleep since second semester started.
Since then 1x1ing has become too much of a stressor for me, and hasn't been as much fun as I know it should be. Roleplaying should be a stress reliever and not a cause for it, in my opinion. Until I can reach a point where the idea of roleplaying doesn't stress me out as much, I think I need to set 1x1 roleplaying aside, because it just stresses me out way too much lately. It honestly kills me to have to set them all aside for an indefinite amount of time, but I really need to take a break from all my 1x1s. I need to get back into my own writing, and for once sit down and write the novels I've had laying around unfinished for months now because writing has become a bit dry for me lately.
Another big reason in which I need to take time off from this also relates to the fact that I'd like to study abroad next spring, and in order to do so I need to maintain my grades and honestly that's a super big deal for me because I really want to go abroad.
I'm really, really sorry about this, but this is something I need to do. If people don't want to hold on to our plots, I totally understand. I mean it'd be nice to have some character dabblings to come back to, but I'm not sure how long that will take. Much love if you still want to hang on to them, because gosh darn I really love my plots and the characters and gah. It hurts but this needs to be done.
Anywho, thanks for bearing with my awful activity response wise lately. I'm sorry it never really got better, hah, and that it eventually had to come to, well, this. I'd love it if people still stayed in contact, because hey, I'm still up for chatting about what have yous of everything.This blog will more or less turn into a personal of things in the meantime. Anyways. Much love!
- Chey
