Apr 28
i actually locked in pretty good today
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i actually locked in pretty good today
Summary of my morning: Get to work. Find out one person is not coming and it will be me and one other person running the dining room. The other person has done it like twice and needs direction. Calls manager. He says the other woman called last night to INFORM HIM she was just not going to work (fuck you too btw). Period back pain kicks in. Promptly has panic attack for no real reason. Calls husband to bring me Xanax. Shouts directions for a long time. Gets meds from husband. Works.
note to self: I am going to get through tomorrow, and then I’m going to SLEEP.
And on Saturday, I’m going to finish up whatever I have to finish, and then I’m going to SLEEP.
I’m going to SLEEP, and then SLEEP SOME MORE, so I can have ENERGY. And be SOCIAL.
But I can’t do that unless I SLEEP.
Alone Time
Finally after a long day with a 5 month old and cleaning house, doing laundry, doing dishes and then going to work at night for 6 hours. I am finally at home drinking a bottle of wine and scrolling through my Tumblr
I forgive myself for yesterday
Today I trust my own worth.
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Brand: Biggs & Featherbelle
Exfoliating for face and body
Eucalyptus, tea tree and spearmint essential oils
Nourishing, no synthetics
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