Not Replacing Anyone-Kageyama
I didnât mean to overhear it.
That was the worst part â that I wasnât supposed to know.
I was halfway down the hallway outside the gym, arms full of stray water bottles and towels Iâd volunteered to return, when voices drifted through the open door. Familiar ones. Teammates laughing, stretching, cooling down.
And then my name.
ââŚitâs just weird, yâknow?â someone said. âEver since she started coming around more, Kageyamaâs different.â
Another voice snorted. âYeah. Itâs like he replacedââ
The rest of the sentence blurred.
My feet froze to the floor.
I didnât hear who they were talking about replacing. I didnât need to. The implication settled heavy in my chest anyway, like something fragile cracking.
I backed away before anyone noticed me, heart pounding too loud in my ears. I dropped the bottles off in the equipment room instead, hands shaking as I set them down.
I told myself not to overthink it.
But I always did.
Iâd been hanging around Karasuno more lately â helping with homework, watching practice, sitting in the stands with Hinata while he loudly narrated plays like I couldnât see them myself. And Kageyama⌠Kageyama had been there too. Quiet, intense, always glancing my way when he thought I wasnât looking.
I thought maybe I imagined it.
Now I wasnât so sure.
When practice ended, I tried to slip out unnoticed.
I didnât make it three steps before a familiar voice cut through the hallway.
âHey. Wait.â
I stopped.
Kageyama stood there, towel around his neck, hair still damp, eyes sharp but uncertain â like he wasnât sure what to do with them yet.
âYou didnât stay,â he said. It wasnât an accusation. Just an observation.
âI have stuff to do,â I lied, shifting the strap of my bag higher on my shoulder.
He frowned slightly. âYou always stay.â
The way he said it â like it mattered â made my chest ache.
âIâm tired,â I said instead.
Something in my voice mustâve given me away, because his posture changed instantly. Shoulders stiffening. Jaw tightening.
âDid someone say something?â he asked.
I blinked. âWhat?â
He stepped closer. Not crowding me â just enough to be there. Solid. Grounded.
âYou do that thing,â he said, frowning harder. âWhere you pull away instead of arguing.â
I let out a shaky laugh. âWow. Didnât know you were that observant.â
âI am,â he said immediately. Then, quieter, âAbout you.â
That did it.
I swallowed hard. âI heard people talking,â I admitted. âAbout how youâve been acting. About me.â
His eyes darkened. âWho?â
âIt doesnât matter,â I said quickly. âI justâ I donât want to mess anything up for you. Or replace anyone. Or be⌠some distraction.â
The word tasted bitter.
Kageyama went completely still.
Then he did something unexpected.
He reached out and gently grabbed the strap of my bag, stopping me from turning away. His grip wasnât tight â just enough to keep me there.
âLook at me,â he said.
I did.
His expression wasnât angry. It wasnât flustered. It was serious in a way that made my heart skip.
âYouâre not replacing anyone,â he said firmly.
I opened my mouth, but he kept going.
âYouâre not taking someoneâs place. Youâre not a substitute. Youâre not a distraction.â His brows furrowed like the idea offended him. âYouâre you.â
My throat tightened.
âI didnât start playing worse because of you,â he said. âI play better.â
I blinked. âWhat?â
âI focus more,â he admitted. âI try harder. I⌠want to be better when youâre watching.â
Heat crept up my neck. âKageyamaââ
âIâm bad at this,â he interrupted quickly, ears turning red. âAt explaining. But when youâre around, things feel clearer. Like Iâm not just chasing perfection for myself.â
His hand tightened slightly on my bag strap.
âI donât care what they think,â he said. âI care what you think.â
Silence stretched between us.
My chest felt too full.
ââŚYouâre not replacing anyone,â he repeated, quieter now. âYouâre adding something I didnât know I was missing.â
I laughed softly, tears stinging my eyes. âYouâre really bad at being subtle.â
He huffed. âI wasnât trying to be.â
I took a breath. âI just didnât want to be a problem.â
âYouâre not,â he said immediately. âYouâre⌠important.â
The word landed heavy.
He released my bag and awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck. âSo. Uh. If you stop coming around because of that⌠Iâd be pissed.â
I smiled through the ache in my chest. âIs that a confession?â
His face went bright red.
âIâ I meanââ He stopped, exhaled sharply, then met my eyes again. âYes.â
My heart stuttered.
âKageyama Tobio,â I said softly, stepping closer this time, âyouâre really bad at lying.â
âIâm not lying,â he said. âThatâs the point.â
I reached out and took his hand.
His grip tightened instantly, like he was afraid Iâd disappear.
âIâm not replacing anyone,â I said.
âNo,â he agreed. âYouâre staying.â
And for the first time, the word didnât scare me.











