I'm so sad... I swear October is the worst month of 2019. first hwall leaves, then woojin, then wonho... why? :( my heart literally can't take it anymore...
The month of October has honestly been quite the storm. There’s been a lot going on across many different fandoms, and my heart hurts for those that are having a hard time. For many, KPop and idols can be a happy place, a common interest that you share with people, so it’s tough when that common interest begins to cause you pain.
I know it can be hard, anonny, and that it can be painful. But first and foremost, please take care of yourself. Please make sure that you’ve had something to drink and eat, keep yourself healthy. If you have someone that you can confide in, please let them know how you feel, so that they can help to keep an eye on you. Sometimes it’s also just nice to let someone in, let them know what’s bothering you, to lend an ear. I confided in a very close friend of mine today when I got to work. She doesn’t know much about KPop other than the few things I’ve told her about it, but she was willing to listen, and that helped a lot.
And at the end of the day, if it all feels like too much, it’s okay to take a step back. You have to think of yourself, and if it’s too painful to be surrounded by all of this at once, maybe taking a breather. Whether it’s an hour, or even a couple of days, just giving yourself room to breathe can really help to bring you back to a good place.
Know also that I’m here for you if you need to talk. I’m not always the best with my words, I’m actually pretty awkward, but if you need someone to confide in, I can also be a listener for you. At the end of the day, please take care of yourself. You will get through this! I believe in you!