you keep quite literally everything bottled up, don't you? you try to be there for everyone else, but nobody has ever asked about you. you have a mental list in your head of things that you wish beyond wishing that people would ask to know about you, but nobody has. you're afraid that if you tell them, you won't get the response you crave, which gets more and more mysterious and gut-wrenchingly necessary with every day that goes by in silence. it feels like you aren't allowed to exist.
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tagging: @fredsxcmcclair // @verbeatim , @everyone who wants to do this tbh
honestly i’d fall right into jack o’connel’s arms if i could hug a n y o n e cause he’s the love of my life. *lowkey* also you cause i love you !!
🐬: if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?
this is my favorite question cause i can share my crazy obsession with cats so ofc i’d transform into a cat and let people pet me, feed me and in exchange i’d purr all day long and sleep on their laps for company. basically cats are cute and cuddly yet also so cunning and evil and yeah that’s definitely me.
📚: share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.
girl, interrupted - every window in alcatraz has a view of san francisco.
the fault in our stars - i know i like my choices. i hope she likes hers.
dear john - no matter where you are in the world, the moon is never bigger than your thumb.
💫: who inspires you?
that’ll be my grandma. she has leukemia but she never complains or gets sad about it. she is a kind woman who offers her everything for her family so they can live a happy life when she won’t be around anymore. even at the people who have deserted her, she smiles at them and helps them through any difficulty they have in their lives. she just wants to make everyone happy and help them as much as she can before she passes away. i just wish to become as strong as my grandma when i grow up, she really is an idol.
Gives nose/forehead kisses: i cant even picture them doing that without crying but i suppose both cause they’re both lil cinnamon rolls
Gets jealous the most: selena obvs. she’d be like “this is my man, we got a child together. i mean not together together but.. together. you get the picture”
Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive: selena since she never drinks alcohol.
Takes care of on sick days: selena again haha she’s such a motherly figure even if sean wasnt seriously sick she’d still make him soup everyday and force him to stay in bed even if that meant tiying him there. not really but yeah.
Drags the other person out into the water on beach day: i picture sean doing that.
Gives unprompted massages: selena cause she wants to take care of her man.
Drives/rides shotgun: both depending on the situation.
Brings the other lunch at work: i guess besides selena’s extremely busy schedule, she’d always make time to pop at sean’s work and make sure he eats lunch.
Has the better parental relationship: definitely not selena though.
Tries to start role-playing in bed: sean cause selena is so innocent like what is that.
Embarrassingly drunk dancer: please let that be sean cause cuteness overload.
Still cries watching Titanic: that’d definitely be selena. she’s that person who’d wrap herself like a buritto with her blanket, drink hot tea and cry her eyes out watching romantic movies.
Firmly believes in couples costumes: i suppose selena cause she’s all about those cute lil habits.
Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas: both cause they’re broke af
Makes the other eat breakfast: selena. she likes feeding people idk.
Remembers anniversaries: sean mostl likely cause selena’s head is filled with oh-so-many things that she’d probably forget anniversaries like the loser she is.
Brings up having kids: iDK but *lowkey* imagine them falling in love again, dating for a while and decide to have a baby of their own :o :o :o :o :o I CANT MY HEART
Gives nose/forehead kisses: im guessing faith would be the cutie patootie to do these kind of sweet stuff cause mine is a lil wannabe tomboy.
Gets jealous the most: that’d be dahlia. she’s over protective of the people she loves so she’d get v jealous even if a stranger lays eyes upon faith. she’d be like ‘imma punch them’.
Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive: kinda feel both !? like both caring of each others well being and all that.
Takes care of on sick days: both but more leaning towards faith cause dahlia has a weak immune system and gets sick all the time.
Drags the other person out into the water on beach day: DAHLIA.
Gives unprompted massages: again dahlia. she’s just a spammer ya feel
Drives/rides shotgun: well since our plot has to do with a lot of driving, i guess dahlia the one who drives and faith the one riding shotgun.
Brings the other lunch at work: no one cause they’re burglars c’mon
Has the better parental relationship: definitely faith since dahlia’s parents were out of the picture for a long time.
Tries to start role-playing in bed: *lowkey* dahlia
Embarrassingly drunk dancer: can i be frank and call faith here? she’d be extra cute oMG and dahlia would fall in love with her even more.
Still cries watching Titanic: idk but i dont think dahlia would.
Firmly believes in couples costumes: dahlia omg yes
Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas: THEY ROB THEY GET EXPENSIVE STUFF FOR FREE YA’LL
Makes the other eat breakfast: since Dahlia is practically homeless i dont think she’d ever be able to even learn how to cook properly, so faith ?
Remembers anniversaries: dahlia has the memory of an elephant so.
Brings up having kids: dahlia would love having kids and give them all the love that her parents didn’t so yeah.
[ for elise && tessa ] ;
Gives nose/forehead kisses: both cause they’re cuties PLS
Gets jealous the most: again both. they’re exes and mine pretends she’s not when in fact it’s killing her.
Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive: elise cause she’d be like “ i gotta make sure she gets back home safe cause she’s ma lurv”
Takes care of on sick days: probably elise again she’s just overprotective and wants tessa to be safe and happy all the time.
Drags the other person out into the water on beach day: tessa probably cause elise has a slight fear with water. the kind that cats have.
Gives unprompted massages: maybe tessa? cause elise wouldnt want to bother tessa at all costs.
Drives/rides shotgun: i guess both if tessa drives.
Brings the other lunch at work: i imagine both again oops
Has the better parental relationship: i suppose elise cause her parents adore her.
Tries to start role-playing in bed: elise can be quite dominant so she’d definitely suggest a role play cause she aint shy.
Embarrassingly drunk dancer: ELISE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SHE CANT HANDLE HER DRINKS
Still cries watching Titanic: when on her good side, elise would. but probs she’d just mock rose for nOT LETTING JACK ON THAT BOARD LIKE WUT.
Firmly believes in couples costumes: since they’re both actresses i suppose both would be into it.
Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas: elise. she doesnt care about money she likes to spend them esp. on gifts.
Makes the other eat breakfast: elise again. she’s an excellent cook like if she wasn’t an actress she’d be a cook.
Remembers anniversaries: tessa. elise can’t even remember her name cause she’s always focused at learning her lines so everything else seems kinda unimportant.
Brings up having kids: idk but elise isnt up for kids as of now cause her career is what she cares about currently.
2-4 songs that are probably on their ipod : goo goo dolls - iris, oasis - stand by me, use somebody - kings of leon, aerosmith - crazy
the one place they sometimes end up falling asleep — where they’re not supposed to: i can imagine him having to correct tons of essays so either on his bed while he’s at it, or his desk. and he trusts aria that she might come to visit him sometime and wake him up so he could continue with them or else he’s screwed. like texting her “aria you know what to do if i dont text you for a while”.
the game they’d destroy everyone else at: idk i kinda imagine him not playing pc/xbox games but like playing those facebook games like bubble shooter and be like “yushh i unlocked the next stage!” and get hyped about it.
the emoticon they’d use most often: i guess the 👍 one because people find it sometimes annoying so he just literally spams it when texting aria just to tease her.
what they act like when they haven’t had enough sleep: he drinks lots of coffee so he could manage to stay awake, like thinking salt is sugar and end up drinking coffee with salt cause he’s honestly like a zombie when he lacks sleep. he also mumbles how much he loves aria when shes there witnessing his situation.
their preferred hot beverage on really cold nights. or mornings. or whenever.: he’s a coffee addict i suppose so he’d probably make a cup even if it’s 10pm he don’t mind
how they like to comfort/care for themselves when they’re in a slump: probably just texting aria to come over and watch some kind of movie together? like she’s his savior so if he ever feels alone he knows exactly where to turn to.
what they wanted to be when they grew up: his dream was to become a writer. like a novelist or something but was afraid that he’d fail so he kept writing only for himself. english literature was his favorite thing in the world so if couldn’t become a novelist, he was very much satisfied as a teacher of it.
their favorite kind of weather: winter cause cuddles with his babe.
thoughts on their singing voice (decent? terrible? soprano? alto?): kinda sings fine. he doesn’t have a talent but he actually likes the sound of his voice?
how/what they like to draw or doodle: he kinda doodles when he’s waiting for his students to finish doing their tests when in class so either he just draws symmetrical shapes, lines and just make happy faces all over his papers.
2-4 songs that are probably on their ipod : lionheart - of mice and men, faded - alan walker and basically classical music so it could help her focus when painting.
the one place they sometimes end up falling asleep — where they’re not supposed to: the floor when she’s really tired of studying, working and taking care of Kaya. like, imagine her playing with Kaya’s toys and suddently crash on the floor, sean opens the door only to find Kaya cooing at him with her hands moving up-and-down and a wild selena snoaring next to her.
the game they’d destroy everyone else at: tekken cause she’s a sucker for 1vs1 games where you get to punch someone.
the emoticon they’d use most often: 💩 the poop one cause yk she’s a poop herself.
what they act like when they haven’t had enough sleep: hitting her wasted body against walls, door knobs, mumbling to herself, eyes practically closed and just trusting the rest of her instincts to keep her alive.
their preferred hot beverage on really cold nights. or mornings. or whenever.: TEA, TEA, TEA. she only drinks tea. black tea, english breakfast, herbs. anything that has to do with tea.
how they like to comfort/care for themselves when they’re in a slump: drinking a cup of tea and paint from dusk till dawn either her current emotions or beautiful landscapes. but usually she just spends time with kaya cause she’s her ray of sunshine and always makes her feel happy the instant she sees her. bonus points if sean is around there as well.
what they wanted to be when they grew up: she wanted to be a firefighter. she was amazed of their courage and how they risked their lives for the greater good. let’s not forget she’d get to save poor kitties from trees so that was one major point to join the force as soon as possible.
their favorite kind of weather: either winter or autumn cause she loves drinking hot beverages other than cold ones.
thoughts on their singing voice (decent? terrible? soprano? alto?): well she just has a gift in painting/drawing. having a talent in singing as well is just too much for her so she just settles with her painting skills other than her singing ones.
how/what they like to draw or doodle: either kaya or sean when sleeping with his mouth open, drooling.
