anyone else have different names that represent different aspects (?) of your identity / sense of self but theyre not alters?? /srs
i got two different names:
the first name (NOT deadname) is used when referring to 'the figure' ppl interact with irl, i dont see 'the figure' as a person and its like "they know 'the figure' but not me", very distant connection to my 'true' self, acts more like a mask tbh
the second name, tyler, is used when referring to my persona in a relationship w versus, closer to my 'true' self but not fully, sort of acts as a idealized and relatively stable ver of me that i can project into a scenario if i were to imagine myself
and lastly, my 'true' inner self, which identifies w no name, the word that would be closest to a name for it would be 'me', i feel like i dont identify w any name because when i have a name to use, it acts as a label or figure that i use to communicate w ppl
hope yall get my gist, i need help deciphering this!!!!!
