Heavy rain calms my drained brain
Mind you I was still mindful
Clutch the pain
Stopping myself going insane
Bad mouth, good man
Misguided but self enlighted
Never asked to be born
Only to feel the burn
Multi-sylabic's the way of my catharsis
Ungrateful wretch or I just can't stand the stench
Floodgates of my mind deter the calamity I can design
Deep shit in this domain where I am confined
Blood shark kept in a fish tank
Abundance of wealth in the form of sense stagnant in the blood bank
Injustice enabled through their rank
It's hard to be kind in this world that's one of a kind
I just want to be free of this family tree
Yggdrasil of imbeciles
Only a black sheep because of those black days
So weak, so slow, so light
Consistent fighting makes my will inconsistent
Wasteful haste stops my pacing
Heavy burdens I carry leave me open
Pray to god only on this occasion
Give a direction before I delete all relations
That the orderly chaos beat the chaotic order
Strings to modesty and harmony
Continue to cut unfortunately
So please... Help me