#requested poetry

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Being dead

And if I’m gone Who knows what I did alone

And if I’m dead Who knows how my life spread

And if I was wild Know every moment I smiled

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Dollar scratch off

Swore I'd never drink a king cobra Pinky promised I'd never break your heart Told myself I wouldn't gamble This game is called two truths and a lie.

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Time

I've seen flowers wither as I grew larger It was all a process. For as those flowers died so did I preparing for the next life I had to live

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Powdered ice tea

How many scoops is enough I want that sugar high 5 scoops, not a bluff Drink it, still the sugar I bite That wasn't a good idea

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Drifting

Now I’m gone Now I’m gone Now I’m gone

All this time I’ve been talking to myself Thinking of how ima fix my problems

Now I’m gone Now I’m gone

Checking all my moves realizing i ain’t smooth.

Now I’m gone.

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Lack of sleep

I spend my dreams internally screaming

These demons within me

Continually grinning...

Laughing at all my attempts to be free

Shit it hurts so much to be me.

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Night sky

Looking at a purple sky wondered why others call it black

Within the night sky I look up and see everything I hope a spectrum only I understand.

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Mad late

You know my moves? I barely know where I'm going Cooking at stove Here I am just grooving Cause I need to eat before I go out Need to chill before I get wild Tonight Ima go out and be loud Need to hold on to my inner child.