@stormagedon YOu want to know what reminds me of you? Anytime I or anyone else smiles because the whole time we have been talking no matter what was happening in my house or how rude I might have been to you, you always try and make me smile whether it’s a sarcastic comment or a weird joke or you telling me a weird story from your life. That makes me honest to god happy. So many times I have been having a panick attack without you knowing while talking to you and they always seem to stop quicker when i’m having a conversation with you, sometimes 3 at a time (why do we DO that jesus).
Anytime Someone asks me if i’m okay I think of you because you always put me and how I was doing before yourself no matter how shitty your day was and I wish you wouldn’t do that because you’re amazing but what can I do? Your a stubborn lil shit.
So what I am saying is you are very important to me. And I don’t know why i’m typing this bc i’m pretty sure there are still pills in my system from the hospital and i’m wonky rn but hey....aren’t I always a sappy shit babe?