My biggest dream in this reality whilst I wait for my respawn is to win the lottery, repay debt, use money to work on my health and move away from everyone. I am perpetually lonely and I’ll forever yearn for a family I may never have in this reality. I would donate to an Autism Charity to ensure that they have funding to support those in need.
I would buy a self contained flat in a quiet area of North London and live a life of leisure, health and safety. I will have enough money to support myself and get help I need. Being disabled and broke is not for the weak. I’m like a high maintenance car, I need a lot of love, nurturing and money to keep my sanity.
My tastes lie in skincare, make up, wellness and clothes. I’m alright living in a small place and having a high quality life. Growing up, in this reality, we lived in a flat in a gated community. It wasn’t grand or anything but I will always remember the experiences and travelling I did instead of school.
I was never an academic child. I was a very creative one. But unfortunately being taken into care made things difficult and the false promises I have had to accept wore at my self.
Whilst I am waiting to respawn, I just want a life of peace and tranquility. I can interact with society on MY terms rather than those enforced onto me by neurotypicals.
But the ultimate goal is to respawn. But it would be nice to have steady finances, better health and quality of life in this reality.
Thank you for listening to my rant lol