"Right, right. Uh. I'm awake. Fuck."
He sounded out of breath, he was trying to act like nothing happened, but that wasn't doing great. Nightmares, vision of gore flashed in front of his eyes. Someone which might as well just be a corpse being held in his arms.
He just had to reassure himself, every time this happened. It wasn't his fault. It's not real. It never will be real. That's all he could do.
"...Morning."
"I leave medical once in my fucking life, and now I can't even open the damn door, great! This really isn't the time to be doing this!"
He turned to Daisuke, who looked stupidly nervous for some reason. What was he even worried about? He wasn't involved in this. ...Then again, Jimmy had everyone believing it was their faults for this. He could use this.
"She's in there with a very clearly injured person I now have to consider a patient. This could be a very, very bad situation. You have to understand this. You're the damn mechanic's intern, right? Do you know any other way in?"
He tapped his foot impatiently against the floor, pacing behind the door. It didn't feel jammed, it felt locked. This wasn't how things were supposed to go. It was meant to be her fault. Either her, or the oh so defenseless person stuck in there with her.
"We don't have all fucking day here! Spit it out, you know how unstable she is! She's the reason we're in this mess, you really want to trust her around all the supplies? You listen to me now, alright?"
He'd get his way, he always managed to.
Daisuke spoke, or so it seemed. His mouth was moving, but Jimmy couldn't hear him. He couldn't seem to find his voice anymore either. Before he knew it, he was back in medical.
He stood up, very uncoordinated, and immediately approached the door. He watched it slide open. It wasn't locked anymore. He balled his hands up, staring at the door for a moment before going back to make sure everything was organized.
...Fucking nightmares. Always made sure to pin him in a bad light. Always made sure he didn't know who was on the other side of that door. He had a guess, and he didn't like it.
"Hello there, I'll be posting out of my own free will, do whatever, don't expect me to be nice to you."
[ooc introduction below the cut, triggers, tags, RULES! Cause apparently I have to have those?? etc. Be warned. It is a lot, however, at the very least the rules are required to read. If you don't want to check the tags, this is to minors specifically, block the #responsibilityisforgotten tag.]
OOC here!! Waves. This is pre-crash, by the way! He's already aware of the Jimmyverse. You guys did this. Also the owner of the @tulparsresponsiblenurse blog now, yay?
About the mod!
I am 19! Mainly go by he/him anyways, so this is fine! I'm not too great at socializing, but anyone is welcome to interact with me or Jimmy, it's always welcome!! Ocs and other fandoms included, of course! I can't guarantee I'll know anything about said fandom, but Jimmy won't know shit either so it works out, right?
I do not support Jimmy's actions. I'm gonna make that clear here and now, I just enjoy his writing, and want to explore him as a character. He'll also be mean a lot, that's just how he is I fear. Obviously lots of swearing. Uh. I do that a lot. Hi. Also, JimCurl is the only ship I tolerate with Jimmy in it, and it will show up on this blog. I have a tag for it, don't worry!
I know those men are awful for each other, and I would portray it as such. Even through Jimmy's twisted, unreliable perspective.
I don't really have much of a DNI, other than the basic criteria. If you have to ask what that is, you probably shouldn't interact with me anyway.
I highly encourage other blogs to interact with me!! It's really fun roleplaying and getting to know people. :] Roleplay wise, pretty much anything is on the table as long as everyone involved is having fun. I should let you know this, if I don't respond to you it's nothing personal!! I just genuinely don't know how sometimes :[. Also, I've been kind of inactive as of recent! Please be patient with me.
If I may add, I do NOT roll with the 'oh Jimmy is STINKY!! And SMELLS bad and has BAD hygiene!!' insults or whatever. My version of Jimmy has mental health issues, and he struggles with taking care of himself. It's a projection from me, I also struggle with taking care of myself so it kind of annoys me when people antagonize that. Thanks for understanding!
Just to make this clear as well cause someone asked before, minors are allowed on this blog, yes, but they need to stay away from anything suggestive, and if it's found out a minor has asked anything weird, they will be blocked for their safety.
Triggers and warnings you can expect on this blog.
Obviously, the basic Mouthwashing triggers first off, but there's more! Jimmy has backstory and lore, wow. Well, in my version of him anyway. By that I mean, you can expect other things such as:
Child abuse, child neglect, abuse in general, just Jimmy being Jimmy, self harm, sui ideation, sui in general, self harm thoughts, derealization, obviously just violence all around, manipulation and such, bugs, s/a themes, emetophobia stuff, eating disorder implications, alcoholic themes, death, murder, body horror, blood, cannibalism, I'm not sure if it's needed yet, but sometimes things do get suggestive, so be warned about that, too.
There's a lot of things that happen here that I don't have an exact warning for, things happen in roleplay you can't predict. Just be wary and cautious, I'll try to put a warning before I write anything like that. Most of this is just based on things that may happen to Jimmy in the future. I'll update this if I missed anything!! Stay safe :]
RULES.
That's it, click that. Also!
Anon list!
Click that as well, not required this time around though!
My tags and what they all mean!
General tags!
#responsibilityhateshim: Jimmy answering his asks!
#responsibilitytolerateshim: Jimmy answering his asks, to a person that has shown up often, so a regular!
#responsiplay: Roleplay threads, or at this point it's just in character reblogs.
#responsible[crew member name]: Roleplay thread or in character reblog with a specific member of the Tulpar crew! Or, you know, Polle.
#jimmysrunningagain: My ooc tag! When this tag is used, it means I'm talking, not Jimmy! I also use () around my words!
#jimbobsresponsibility: The JimCurl tag, things with this have either heavy implications of, or direct JimCurl in them.
#responsiblelore: Lore tag! Things important to Jimmy as a character, things that may help you torture him further.
#responsibilitytalks: Just a general Jimmy talking about things or doing things tag, when it's not in reply to an ask and it's not a reblog. Often open to roleplays with them if you want, though!
#writingresponsibly: Jimmy posts where he's writing in his journal instead of actually speaking! These posts will also have all the journal written text in purple!
#responsibilityisforgotten: For suggestive things, if it ever is needed. So minors, and people uncomfortable with that, please block this tag.
#musicalshenanigans: When people send music links to Jimmy or me! So be free to scroll around if you're looking for music.
#whimsyartjourney: When other people send in art! I just think it's neat. I don't draw, this isn't for me!
#takeresponsibility: Post-crash themed nightmares, hallucinations, or otherwise. Figured it was about time I got a tag for that!
That was a lot, right? There's more.
Specific event tags!
Aka, shit happens to Jimmy that can be classified as a special event, here's a tag for it. (psst. You can cause events too, if you play your cards right!)
#lostlizardtales: That one time Jimmy lost his pet lizard, Ray! (He remembers this.)
#truthpotionhorrors: When Jimmy accidentally drank a 'soda' that turned out to be some sort of truth potion, so he couldn't lie! (Doesn't remember.)
#jimmyschildishresponsibility: When Jimmy got turned into his child self for a while. (Barely remembers and just thinks it was a weird dream.)
#drinkingresponsibly: Seemingly, without any alcohol at all, he managed to get intoxicated, apparently. He was not very good at talking, he fucking hated it, actually. (Barely remembers, heavy blanks in his memory.)
#truthcursethe2nd: Jimmy got cursed to say the truth for 5 asks I fear. A few of them were extras because they were already answered before this event, either directly or indirectly. (He does remember this one.)
#jimmytriescursing: That time Jimmy got cursed to be incapable of swearing, instead getting forced to say the most insane bullshopperoonie things. (He remembers this one.)
#jimmysofafeather: CURSE OF RA. (Actually just Jimmy becoming weirdly obsessed with birds for 15 asks but that's what inflicted it.) (He remembers this one. Regrettably.)
#criticalswap: Jimmy switched roles with Anya for ten asks! In this small time, he was never actually a co-pilot! Anya is, in that case. He was the nurse! Very fun to write I fear. (He doesn't remember this, what a shame.)
#goingthroughtime: Jimmy's memories got revealed, rather it be from the past, future, or present, it was still specific moments of his life. Probably going to use this for answering prompt asks from now on along with #responsiblelore. (He can't remember it if he doesn't know it happened.)
Person specific tags!
Tags for specific characters, (like ocs, mainly) I just think it's fun!
#washout: Kaleb Doran/Smokey tag! Aka that one Fallout oc that's Jimmy's frenemy! ...And also has a lot of other insane things going on! (atombombskilledtheradiostar)
#lawsuitscalling: Brianne Cohen tag! Aka head of the legal team, being dragged into her job while just barely tolerating anyone she contacts! (exhausted-lawyer)
#notholdingliability: Polle? Intern that just gets mistaken for the mascot. A lot! Not responsible for any of the crew's mistakes, of course. (pony-express-official)
#wateranon🌊: Water Anon tag! Literally just a sentient ocean that gave Jimmy his lizard, Ray! Jimmy has grown attached without really meaning to. (wateranon)
#doubtingresponsibilities: Jimmy's very own voice of self doubt! Or, rather something else. Either way, only in his mind to make his life hell. (broken-bridle) Cause that's who Doubt really is, technically. Woahh. (lots of lore in that tag)
#steveman27⛏️: Self explanatory I think. Steveman27 tag, yes the Minecraft character. No you are not mistaken. (steveman27)
#crossingtheuniverses: A ship full of certain characters you may or may not be familiar with, but it takes place in the Mouthwashing universe! Applies to every conversation that takes place with anyone part of said universe. (starlight-stables)
#responsibleseal: I will probably never use this, but it's fun to mess around with this critter anyways. ( @local-seal )
#gaininghopefulthoughts: Hope! Kind of. Jimmy isn't taking that well. In fact, probably taking it in the worst way possible. He's so used to problems he refuses to have it ever. (Not sure who to credit this for 😭 same mod that made Doubt and broken-bridle though)
#janitorjon: Jon, he is a janitor I think that's pretty straightforward! Don't know much about him yet, but he is there! (credit would be theman-withthe-dustpan)
#rewritingtimelines: [Rewrite]! A certain character you may be familiar with, may not be. 'Mildly' manipulative but that's okay, Jimmy doesn't have to know. Not sure who to credit for this one considering it's an anon, but I have my guesses.
That's all!
Stay safe and have fun interacting! :]
Jimmy death counter is at 17 by the way. None of them canon.
"You ever wonder what that literal talking rat meant by 'beware' and 'dark times coming soon' or whatever the hell it said. Yeah. I do. I don't know what that meant. Why are there so many talking animals on this ship."
(GUYS. I LOVE TALKING TO YOU ALL, REALLY. BUT I NEED TO FUCKING SLEEP MY INBOX HAS NEVER BEEN THIS ACTIVE. well it has like once i think BUT I NEED TO SLEEP I'LL RESPOND TO ANYTHING SAID IN THERE AFTER THIS. HAVE JIMMYS GOODNIGHT MESSAGE)
"Jesus. There's space whales out there. I am going to have to go to sleep, knowing there are space whales. Fucking.. space squids?? Whatever. I need to go to bed."
"Cheers to hopefully not having another nightmare. Night."
"You know, has nobody questioned why we're entirely unaware of what we're even transferring. I'm sure at least one person knows and I'm sure I can trust him, it's just fucking weird. I mean, I'm the co-pilot and I don't even know isn't that messed up."
"I am sure if it was something that'd kill us it would have done so by now."
"... I'm just fucking around, I've survived worse than a long flight. We'll be fine. I know I will be, at least."
