Homing Devices por @princessnokia ~ it's been almost two years since but the last few days I've been having my hallucinating spider dreams, shook, they always come to me at a time of deep uncertainty + vulnerability, states of major pain + emotion, change + growth. It's summer in New York and I feel like I have to be out there, social, bright, known, lit, aye, but all I want to do and have been doing is taking my free time to be alone in water, at the ocean, by myself. If I've been quiet, if it seems anti-social, that's ok. I'm trying to be more gentle with myself through this. "Eventually every woman who stays away from her soul-home for too long, tires. This is as it should be. Then she seeks her skin again in order to revive her sense of self and soul, in order to restore her #deep-eyed and #oceanic knowing. This great cycle of going and returning, going and returning, is innate to all women for all their lives..." (Women Who Run With Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes) #restingandquesting 🕷🕊🌊♻️