The loneliness is kicking in
A hunger that I need to resist feeding
Loneliness turns people into scavengers
Looking for anything and everything to fill that void
The mindless hunger
The munchies
Instant regret
It’s not that it’s needed necessarily but there it is in the back of your mind whispering
I’m craving that feeling
And it’s scary thinking what I’d do for it again
I can’t get it from there anymore
But where else would I go
My mind is calling out...going through withdrawal
But I will remain me
I will not go scavenging because it will only be a temporary fix
A bump
A hit
What happens when I need more?
Or have a bad trip
It’s like I’m searching for something I don’t need
I’m looking in every direction like ooooh hmmm
I damn sure can’t handle a thing right now
There’s no temporary thing that can fill this canyon
Nope I’ll pass
It fucking sucks feeling lonely