#reyd rants

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I dont want to go to work

I don't want to do office work

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You know one main reason i wanna resign is I dont want to be scolded for arriving after 7.30am and be considered late.

Office properly starts at 8.30am.

So you know fuck this place

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Fuck this makeup i need to wear every day for work to make myself look presentable

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My boss : you are manipulative

Me, learning that I do have manipulative tendencies, so trying to be more honest : huh, wonder why you could easily detect that if you were not manipulative yourself

I wish lady bosses are not this stereotypical but I guess we are a product of society

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Im just thinking about my boss. said she likes me even after all the fuck ups I did and I wondered what is that makes me likable to her. Admittedly im horrible company to her.

Then I realised Im pretty obedient to her, but the airhead sort of obedient, and I know she dislikes when ppl fight back at her.

She fancies us as her kids (company as family red flag i know) and being that she has an only son and you can't over control sons so thats why she loves having around female employees as her daughter surrogate, and to control. Cus thats what girls are for, isnt it. Thats what I think.

I need to get the fuck out of here, terrible job landscape be damned

I need to be ready to the backlash when I give my resignation tho

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man I'm feeling under the weather for almost a month, please don't let me be slipping down the slope of depression again

I'm so tired people just

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I hope my brother doesn't get suspicious on why I have so much ADHD resources for his kid.

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my superpower : taking people screaming at me in anger for my failures really chill and calmly

but crying by myself later