#rhortega

[b33tlejules]

Some Julia sketches I didn't end up finishing on women's day WHICH IS FINE. EVERY DAY IS WOMENS DAY WHEN YOU LOVE WOMEN !!

[sidestep-is-dead]

I forgot that Rhan's birthday was exactly a week ago today (May 15th) so as an apology I'm fulfilling their greatest fantasy🔞

[b33tlejules]

✨💖💕EVERYONE WANTS A PIECE OF RHAN BECKER💕💖✨

Hands in clockwise order: Lady Argent, Vigil (au Marion, belongs to @firststrikerr ), Chris ( @drymouther ), Cheyenne ( @tira3sii ), Dina ( @crowshuh ), Julia Ortega, and Evelyn ( @localcryptic ) :3

[b33tlejules]

rhan posting hours lets go

the best rhan character trait is that regardless of who they're partnered with, they'll always end up thinking about ortega during the worst possible times. especially intimate moments. with non-telepaths this is so easy to play off and they can pretend their mind didn't wander. with fellow telepaths they actually need to kill rhan with blunt force trauma.

if youre rhan how are you explaining that a psychosexual latent obsession with the handsome woman who abandoned you in the torture laboratory doesn't just disappear once you get into a new relationship. and will haunt you forever because no matter what, it'll never be her. because it can never be her. do you just say Yeah My Bad It Won't Happen Again and pray you move on?

and its not like they enjoy this either ! their mind just refuses to let go . this is what a repressed crush does to a mind that is cruel to itself on purpose.

argent has the benefit of at least being unaware of rhan's internal workings, but still seeing the external way they react around being around ortega. like she can see the bitter front they put up when ortega's around that they don't usually wear as much around her, but she's not going to address it until it becomes a Problem problem. rhan's relationship with argent is a Lot less stable than it looks.

[b33tlejules]

how many times does rhan have to die in front of ortega until they realize she's never gonna let them go

[b33tlejules]

requesting lovebirds with rhortega in the hopes that you'll make a happy rhortega piece as emotional compensation for the devastation you've wrought. and/or bubblegum nebula with rhargent, because i think argent would like the name of that palette.

Ok fine you asked for sweet rhortega? fine. sidestep era rhan gay awakening be upon ye.

and you can find rhargent bubblegum nebula here :3

[b33tlejules]

house in nebraska gives you ChargeStep visions? 👀👀👀 can i ask for your thoughts there? (only if you want! House in Nebraska is my favorite song off the album lol)

ohhhhh dont get me started this fine morning i might not be coherent but i'll just. describe what i see. brain dump incoming.

reminiscing about sidestep era. times where maybe they weren't exactly safe, but rhan knew they could trust ortega. with their life? sure. after the void incident they had to stay in a safe house for a while while things blew over. that's the house i'm seeing but. but the House is the tension rhan has always had around ortega. wanting to let her in, show her how they really feel about her, knowing that rejection would hurt. and it's about looking back at this yearning. rhan wishing it was just them being a dumb kid. but they can't stop that gravity towards what felt like Home. there was a point where ortega felt like Home to them and they didn't realize until they were trapped under fluorescent lights being picked apart by the farm like a pinned insect. its rhan coming to the conclusion things can never go back to the way things were, no matter how much ortega insists it's still them.

also these lyrics kill me every time. dead in the road like deer.

also. theres a whole other can of worms of interpreting like half the song as ortega pov but i am still waking up and am sure you can come to your own conclusions