Last week we buried another loved one. It never gets easier and for some reason I couldn't contain myself like I normally do. Moments like this make me super aware of time..availability..and how tomorrow is never promised. If you miss someone let them know and make time to reach out to them. Don't have that feeling of regret of "oh my goodness, I was just speaking to that person a couple weeks ago". Let this be a reminder that it's okay to reach out to somebody you care about no matter how long it's been since you've spoke. I'm not going to lie, with the thousand of you that I follow I get frequent thoughts of reaching out to hangout but I stop myself and that feeling is limited to just a simple like or maybe viewing your story. It shouldn't be hard but it is for some odd reason because a part of me feels that I'll be judged negatively like I want something or I'm seeking something more than me just wanting companionship of old friends or acquaintances due to me reminiscing of the good times. Anyways for those of you that might be feeling this way towards me...it's okay to DM me or text,send me a call or message me elsewhere. Live everyday to your fullest because there's so many people that I know personally that no longer have that opportunity. Once again we miss you Erick and we love you and you've been in my thoughts every single day since I heard the news. Rest in Peace my friend. 🙏🏾👊🏾 @_degoma_ #floormilitia #beatscrew #rhythmjunkies (at Greenfield Cemetery) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1IQBhhhyyY/?igshid=13is647xo1vn8