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I'm starting to feel myself being forgotten again

And all I can think is "not you too"

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Space

You gave me the moon and stars and planets And that was your way of making peace But I never heard from you again So all I noticed was the distance

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And I know I'm in deep because when I think about going home its always to you.

And that scares me.

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Idk when I became such a sap, but sometimes I think about going home just so I can cuddle with you.

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Note to self:

When people say they are not ready for or do not want to be in a relationship, they mean with YOU. Not in general. Because they will start dating someone right after being with you.

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I am one of the worst kinds of people.

I'm a hypocrite. Like I can literally be affectionate towards everyone in the world, call everyone the same petnames,hug and kiss everyone on the cheek, be so physically clingy. And I also sometimes forget to reach out cause ive got a lot going on or dont because im afraid to bother you. And you just have to trust that I care about you and that you're important to me. Cause it's true. But if you show other people affection, I start to question my importance and think you're faking your feelings and just being nice to me. Like I feel like a second choice and that I'm being strung along. And if you don't talk to me I feel like its cause you don't want to. I feel like I'm unimportant to you & its out of sight, out of mind. Like my feelings are real, why couldn't yours be?

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HAHAHHAHA

My mental state is deteriorating.

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"Never tell a girl you like her. It makes you look like an idiot!"

The wise words of Ron Weasley from AVPM. I'm just gonna stop showing any sort of affection. Cause Ron is not wrong.