excessively dramatic writing practice/one shot/kind of an open starter under the cut. cw for a near-death situation, but no actual character death. and, probably frostbite.
C O L D seeped through the fibers of her clothes, through her skin, through her being. Every muscle and tendon faced a deep, threatening freeze in their future. Lungs shrank. Limbs tensed. All the systems in her body begged for a reprieve.
. . . Seeped was not the right word, she decided a nanosecond after the wall of icy air swallowed her, no warning given, no preparation allowed. The C O L D did not seep. It did not bleed or creep or crawl. The C O L D was merciless. It knew no subtlety. All or nothing, as she understood it. And she? She found herself on the receiving end of all.
No matter how much she clapped her hands, triggering a muffled echo in the snow-ridden plane, her nerves refused to send back a response. Her toes were a lost cause as of two minutes ago. The only things that had kept her extremities in the land of the living thus far, were her blessedly insulated gloves and shoes. While intended to be worn underwater, the extensions of her wetsuit held out nicely in the bitter C O L D.
Except, C O L D wasn’t bitter. In the spirit of taking things from her, such as the feeling of her own skin, it had no taste, no sound, no form. She had nothing to fight against as it ripped the very air from her lungs, her voice from her throat. Outstretched hands grasped wisps of precipitation, and nothing more came of it. Why couldn’t she be anywhere else right now?
At 0 °C, or even before it, most frogs retreated beneath the earth to hibernate, coaxing warmth from the dirt and drawing in oxygen through their skin. Instinct and evolution kept them strong and alive as their body temperature sank lower and lower.
(She wasn't even a frog. She was a human. Humans could stand a lower temperature threshold so why was she freezing why was she dying why was her body shutting down down down.)
(It probably had something to do with the fact that it was below 0 °F. Either way, the temperature had fallen below 0 ° on both scales – first one, then the other. Pull it together, Tsu.)
Whatever the case, she knew the clock was ticking before her feet, wearily trudging through the snow, would refuse to move anymore. She was C O L D and
L O S T in the woods, she couldn’t even dredge up a sense of how long she had been out here. Here. Somewhere.
At this point, she wasn’t even sure if these were woods. A chilly fog muddled her memory, leaving her with the fleeting image of a few trees, and the faint sensation of the pads of her gloves catching on brittle bark. Part of her questioned whether it would be safer to stick it out her (she still didn’t know where here was, called the lucid portion of her mind) or to trek on. Could someone find her? Could she find her way? As it stood now, it looked as though she would remain L O S T in this imaginary labyrinth she had created for herself.
Picking a path to familiarity should not have been a remotely daunting task. Not long ago she had been in good company. Then, a flurry of snow and chaos. While everything else happened at seemingly superhuman speeds, her mind got caught in the icy quicksand, slowing down to the same rate as her heart. Before she could make heads or tails of the situation, she got turned around, and an endless expanse of white separated her from anything, anyone, she knew, and she was gone.
She was out of her comfort zone, L O S T in this climate. She was not meant to be here, much less survive here. Out of her element didn’t begin to describe it. Fish out of water was but a painful understatement. Frog dunked in a bucket of ice in the middle of nowhere struck her as a bit on the nose, but it fit. She was C O L D and L O S T and
A F R A I D she stood, but not in the frazzled, irrational way one tended to feel when they faced their end.
She had faced D e a t h head-on before, his hand so close to her face she could feel her breath reflecting off his palm. Twice, even, after sharp eyes thwarted D e a t h ‘ s first attempt. He would have had her that second time, her attention divided between pushing one and pulling another out of danger, were it not for yet another miracle.
D e a t h hadn’t S C A R E D her that time, not truly. So caught up in the moment, adrenaline driving her thoughts, D e a t h had been an empty threat. (Dying was out of the question, she had told herself. Even if the biggest deus ex machina of all time had to swoop in, she would survive. And she did.)
No. This F E A R was wholly rational. Clinical, almost. This time, she had no fail-safes. No miracles. No one to fall back on when she slipped. No childish hope for someone else to come along and save the day. If she let go, she ensured her own end.
At this point, everything pointed to one certainty.
(Her slowing pulse her ringing ears her unfeeling hands her clumsy feet.)
A reminder of her morality. And so, she was C O L D and L O S T and A F R A I D.
C O L D and F E A R burned through her gloves and knees as she fell. With no one to pull her out of the snowy sea, her hands and feet drowned in the mounting freeze. Given time, even her mass of hair would find itself blending in with the landscape.
C O L D she was, and cold she would remain.