💘 Riccin, are you aware that Sipara and Pheres are kind of using you? Doesn't that bother you?
tHE HYMNS TEACH US AIN’T NO POINT TO A LOWBLOOD SAVE THE BENEFIT THEY GIVE. BUT LET US BE FUCKING REAL, SISTER: TAKES A REAL BIG FUCK-UP TO HEAR THOSE SWEET WORDS AND SAY, HEY, MAYBE THIS SHIT OUGHT TO BE APPLIED ALL UP AND PERSONAl.
sO HERE, THESE ARE THE GODDAMN FACTs:
wHEN NZINGA LOOKS AT A FUCKER, SHE RIPS YOU APART. TAKES AWAY YOUR FLESH, YOUR WORTH, EVERY BIT OF YOU THAT MAKES A FUCKER you, AND SHE SETS UP HER SCALE, AND SHE DECIDES WHAT YOU ARE FUCKING worth. WHAT SERVICE CAN YOU DO HER? TO WHAT USES CAN SHE PUT YOU? IS THERE ANYTHING WORTH SAVING IN YOUR BILE, OR ARE YOU JUST ROT, GORMLESS, USELESS, ALL THE WAY TO THE CORE, GRISTLE ON HER PLATE FOR HER TO FUCKING DISCARd?
gIRL IS LIKE ONE OF THOSE HERETIC’S ANGELS. HIGHBLOOD GORM STUCK IN A LOWBLOOD’S SHELL. OF COURSE SHE’S FUCKING USING ME, SISTER. SHE DOES NOT KNOW A SINGLE OTHER WAY. THAT’S THE CHARM OF HER. MY GIRL MIGHT BE SOME WRETCHED-ASS CULLBAIT CALLING FOR THE CLUB, BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS, SHE DOESN’T BOTHER WTIH TRASH. NZINGA WOULD NOT LOOK MY WAY TWICE IF I WEREN’T A STEP ABOVE THE GODDAMN FLOCK, AND LET ME SAy:tHAT IS FLATTERING AS FUCk.
aND AS FOR DYSSEU.. WELl.
mAYBE that BOTHERS ME JUST A FUCKING LITTLE. HAVE I NOT BEEN KIND? HAVE I NOT BEEN gracious? AIN’T NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT WE HAD AT THE START. BOOKS FOR TIME. HE DOESN’T DO QUADS, HE SAYS, APART FROM NZINGA’S CANDY-ASS. WHATEVER. SHIT’S FINE. EVERYONE’S GOT THEIR CULLBAIT EXCEPTIONS, AND AIN’T NOBODY EVER GONNA SAY I CAN’T TAKE A FUCKING HINt.
bUT THEN HE STARTS SWANNING AFTER SOME JADE WHO THINKS HE’S TOO GOOD FOR THE CAVERNs?
aND then HE WANTS TO START FLIRT, BUT BE TALKING ABOUT HOW, OH, HE MOTHERFUCKING CAN’T - EXCEPT WHEN HE AND THIS WRETCH ARE ON THE DOWN AND OUTs?
sHIT’S NOT FLATTERING. NOT ON A RUST, NOT ON A BLUe.
bUT, HELL, MAYBE IF I FUCKING STICK AROUND, HE’LL CATCH A GODDAMN HINT. I AIN’T JADE, BUT AT LEAST I’M NOT SLEEPING WITH EVERY FLOP-EARRED BASTARD THAT COMES UP, YEAh?
