How about the fact that Cordelia said to Matthew, “you probably think it’s horrible that I still love him after everything” about Alastair after he told her about the miscarriage
oh jesus oh sweet jesus i mean WHERE DO I BEGIN
okay first of all maybe im just an overdramatic bitch but the BETRAYAL of this? matthew told her that alastair spread a rumour and her first thought IS TO BE ASHAMED OF THE LOVE SHE HAS FOR HER FUCKING BROTHER, THE ONE WHO DESTROYED HIS LIFE TO PROTECT HER I MEAN GENUINELY WHAT IS HER PROBLEM
like this just lights such a pure rage in the deepest caverns of my soul i don’t even have the WORDS at this point i dont understand how that thought even crossed her mind “you must think me horrible for loving him” NO??>>??? LIKE WHY WOULD THAT EVEN CROSS HER MIND, WHY DOES SHE HAVE SUCH A LOW OPINION OF HER BROTHER THAT SHE WOULD ASSUME LOVING HIM IS SOMETHING WRONG, SOMETHING OTHERS WOULD THINK IS AWFUL??>??? LIKE ID EXPECT THAT LINE TO COME FROM HER IF ALASTAIR WAS THE SERIAL KILLER NOT THIS
im just so tired of watching alastair not have a single solid person in his life, not one person sticks by him steadfastly and im exhausted from watching matthew be the one to rip everything away from him I JUST WANT ONE PERSON TO PROUDLY LOVE ALASTAIR WHY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR
