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I'm literally loosing my mind. I don't know what to do with my roommate's cat anymore. But I can't continue to live like this. Her cat peeing everywhere everyday.... It's just unbearable and I was way more patient than anyone else could have been. Until now nothing worked and trying to give him to someone else... They just bawl out at the last minute. The only shelter that could accept this cat has yet to confirm it...
Made me relapse again after 2 months lol yes
I think my friends sometimes forget I'm Borderline simply because I'm the quiet type. 💀
No guys, I'm still mentally unstable and it's not something I am in capacity to manage everyday..
Kind of upset I can't wear jirai this summer.. It's not like there aren't short sleeves, it's because I don't want to expose my arms to the sun so my scars can heal better. And sadly jirai clothes are just made in cheap polyester that makes you sweat like hell because it's definitely not a breathable fabric.. I haven't been posting jirai outfits in a while anyway because my mood has been so low my social anxiety went up and I can't bare the idea to stand out from the crowd..
Too angry/pissed but resisting the urge to not talk/respond to them...
Since I was a preteen, I've always dreamed of forgetting my life, my current self, down to my name and become an entirely different person.
My ex "christmas present" for me were wireless earbuds. After 30min of charge only one of two worked. I thought they might need more time to charge as they were just straight out of the factory. They charged for a good 4/5 hours. The second earbuds never worked despite all my efforts. It's gonna go straight to the trash just like him. 🚮
Not my ex sending me a package through the mail while I'm away (my roommate got it for me) and not even telling me about it? Like, ok he sent me back the dvds I lent him 5 years ago, but why a Christmas present? I still don't know what's in it bc I ask my roommate not to tell about it, for it to be a little surprise I guess. I'll check that tomorrow when I'm back home. But we're way closer to my bday than Christmas so... Anyway, if it's not actually useful, imma probably throw it away, sell it or give it away..
The more I think about my ex, the more I realize that asshole clearly manipulated me and never truly cared about me. I mean, the 1st obvious red flag : we went out for over a year and half, he NEVER ONCE told me "I love you". In his words that's because he was not the romantic kind at all, so I simply hoped he would still say it to me very occasionally at best.. Then how he wouldn't let me talk to his friends when he had them over the phone or whatever... Actually rarely ever saw (at best a couple times) pictures of him with his friends/family. Without them being a good couple years old or way older when it came to family pics. I never saw "recentish" pictures of his family?? (Which he is very close to mind you.) Just like I can't get over the fact he used to tell me all the time I was "mature for my age" (he was several years older than me but we met when I was already an adult) and suddenly, the last time I saw him, he casually dropped a "You're not very mature but I find it endearing". Like, I don't care if he finds me mature or not, but why SUDDENLY change your mind after years of telling me the opposite??
