have u ever seen serial experiments lain? im not very far in it but i feel like it might be a good representation of the way u describe farkhad (im addicted to this man but have not yet read the fic so oopsies if im perceiving him wrong
I haven't and it has never really struck me as something I'd fuck with in like a Relating To [Pathologic In Particular]/from the little i know im like. Dont think so. I'm sure as its own thing it's great I've heard many good things but now like. cf this answer I gave like earlier this month
You can't perceive him wrong literally only his ghost exists in the narrative but I personally have a way I see him [hence the 20k fic. god have mercy on this wretched soul] and everyone who sees him has a specific way they see him. None the same because. Literally he doesn't exist