#rinrinramble

[lonelymarshy]

genuinely why do i still use this site i just paid 31 bucks to ship a cd like dawg it's probably smaller than my whole ass head and light as a damn feather but yes an additional cost of 31 dollars on top of the preorder price that wasnt even that like omfg i hate it here

ohh but the moment i hold it in my hands will be so sweet

[lonelymarshy]

inspection today lets hope they dont need to see my bedroom cuz its embarrassing to have stranger perceive my oshi shrine my like 4 body pillows and have the council of bias above my bed making eye contact with them.

just dont even perceive me why would you even choose the most out of the way and inconvenient room to inspect look at the master bedroom pay no mind to the basement dungeon pleaseeeeeee

[lonelymarshy]

who fucking hires landscapers for the side of a mountain genuinely im so pissed off right now the universe wants me to suffer specifically this day this week this everything. i am in PURGATORY and i cant do anything to make it less hell-adjacent because this place is a fucking hell hole and i can never have anything

cant wait to miraculously feel better in like maybe a few hours hopefully because it's usually like that but who knows

[lonelymarshy]

another song claimed by the oc x cannon playlist oh god this is the worst thing to be a long term fixation cuz i have to make it ALL myself and i take this too seriously to not review the entire 3 years worth of lore to properly adjust it to have him present oh god i love subjecting myself to torture voluntarily!!!!!

when i have his design worked out and i can draw him properly im going to get ten times more annoying on here trust

[lonelymarshy]

artfight prep kicking my ass ive done ONE ref and thats not even including a back view. took me like 3 daysss oughhh. im trying not to be too neat about it.

trying to prioritize the ones who rlly need the ref update ughh i hate doing necessary things booooo someone else do it for me

anyway i cooked a real ass meal today very happy with myself

[lonelymarshy]

idk why i even bother googling symptoms of anything when i know i dont have the option to do anything about it. its only more stressful thinking i probably have this and/or that and cant do shit to fix it.

im just tired of feeling so helpless about everything in my life its so exhausting.

i'll probably feel better if i eat. i just need to do anything else rn

[lonelymarshy]

i need to log tf off i have to sleep and im being repeatedly killed by gut wrenchingly beautiful art free me

ill never recover from witch hat atelier existing

[lonelymarshy]

omfg i just got around to seeing the new nnd compass character hes oh god i wish i played i need his in ways i didnt know i need things i havent had a reaction like this ab a character design for the game since like first starting and seeing reiya

omfg ofc lavie is great too i just love this game so much the collaboration with so many amazing producers the character design contests i love it so much you guys dont get it. its been an interesting of mine for years now.