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Letting go is probably the hardest thing I'll ever do. Opening your grey eyes, against the nurses' advice, is probably the dumbest thing I've ever done. Curiosity killed the cat and mortally wounded my soul. I dont know how I'm able to live on without you, it's besides me as to how I'm doing this. It must be God. The images of the hospital haunt me. This wasnt expected. A car accident is never expected. In a blink of an eye, my life will never be the same. You will always be the best 7 years, my lucky 7 years. It seems as if 7 is not enough but just enough to hold permanence. I knew you but there was much more to learn. It seemed like you just reached that stage where you start seeing glimpses of character, personality and morale. We all knew you were destined for greatness but we had no idea the level of divinity you would go, so incredibly soon. Anyone looking in might not understand and we could say every child is pure, innocent and true but that would be a lie. I knew you, I know children, they are not all so righteous. I say this without bias. Jahlani you were unworldly, you didn't belong here. You were too pure, too good. I knew this and I understood this from birth. You rarely fussed or cried. We NEVER had to discipline you. You were an angel here on Earth and I cant believe your sole purpose was to reveal to our family the Truth of it all. You are our little sacrifice, our baby Jesus if you may. I will love you eternally, until the sun gives out, you are my world. Aunty loves you, we miss you so much. Christmas will be indescribably difficult but I know you're here.
Forever and ever, your favorite Aunty Talyssa