#rip nonna

[glittersugarcookie]

rest in peace nonna

[dumb-btxchenergy]

can we like um like hehe um start gardening together 👉🏼👈🏼 i might feed u grapes too u know 👀 hehe we move to italy okur 🥺 and get good PASTA. oh nonnna

of course, you’ll have to do a lot of the work doe bc my back is broken.. but i’ll watch and take the grapes :))

[kissmeharderr]

lalala

i keep going back and forth between being super stoked i’m going on a cruise with my lover and depressed that my nonna died.  I should also be writting an essay, but i’m doing this instead. I loved avengers, except for some of the natasha/bruce stuff which i am still unsure about. besides that it was literally flawless. I have an exboyfriend who kinda barely looks like ironman. or at least he did when he was younger. There was a moment when tony was sitting on the floor and got up and he looked so much like my ex i gasped. It was wierd. i’ve been thinking about how grateful i am that i was right about my partner and i. I liked him for a long time and i always thought we would be good together but i could have been completely wrong. I’m glad i was right.

Things my nonna said to me the last time i saw her that i keep thinking about: If you don’t dust everyday you’re a pig. My husband and i were both willing to compromise, thats why we worked so well for so long. But i still won in the end. Look how firm this jello is, that’s exatly how i like my jello. When jello is watery you should just throw it away. I am quitting my job and thats wierd because i have never quit a job without another job lined up. I’m intentionally making myself jobless for a few weeks. I”m not really afraid i won’t be able to find a job i’m just nervous about money. 

[gtrains-world]

Day 289: I'm feeling 22

So today was my 22nd birthday i was up at my regular time folded some papers listening to some music and mainly the song 22 by Taylor Swift before having a little bit of down time watching friends. 

For the arvo it was my nonnas funeral as she passed last week now it wasnt the worst thing as she had been sick for awhile and i wasnt as sad about it as i had when my nan passed mainly due to their is a big fracture in my dads side of the family which has been the case almost my entire life so i only remember meeting her 4 or 5 times so i didnt really feel sad but more that i missed out as all my cousins have all these great memories and all i can remember is cleaning her yard once. The funeral and bit after was weird as i didnt feel that i was a part of this family and just sat with my brother.

For the night i caught up with Cam and went up to the mountain which was exactly the place to go on my birthday as its my favourite place on this world and has the best view. 

[takenfromtheforest]

Really excited for Christmas tomorrow, I've not been excited up until now as it just hasn't felt like Christmas but now it's like wow presents and family and food tomorrow and yay CHRISTMAS

[heyfrenchi3]

I couldn't do it, I couldn't go in to work today. I just feel like a big ball of emotional tired shit. I juat want the pain to go away.