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nyc dreamer, aspiring model, and tv personality, iced blonde lattes, arianator, virgo, engaged to life, love & luxury

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starting my first internship tmrw, definitely feeling discouraged and intimidated. but i manifested this exact opportunity and feel so incredibly grateful and privileged. it will set me far ahead of so many of my peers and i will gain so much hands on experience. i am so proud of myself and so happy im in the damn room. thank you universe i’m such a lucky girl

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i genuinely think one of the fastest ways to make me spiral is poor communication because why am i bending over backwards to ask questions, clarify plans, check in, and communicate like an actual adult meanwhile everyone else is moving like a cryptic side quest npc. like just tell me what’s going on?? stop wasting my time making me decode vibes and mixed signals and half answers. if you know you can’t commit to something SAY THAT. if plans changed SAY THAT. i’m tired of feeling like i have to chase basic clarity from people who swear they “communicate” meanwhile i’m the one left confused, inconvenienced, and irritated for no reason.

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blonde 👱🏻‍♀️

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store bought sushi and shitty reality tv

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my new ink 🪷✨

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being home for the summer again feels so weird but in a comforting way. i’m trying to relearn all the dynamics of family, work, balancing everything, and figuring out who i even am outside of survival mode. i feel like i’m in such a huge transition phase right now. like something big is shifting in my life and there are so many new beginnings and opportunities coming, even if i can’t fully see them yet.

it’s honestly hard staying positive when there’s still so much negativity around me, but i’m trying really hard to push through it instead of letting it consume me. i finally blocked the old roommate who made this past year miserable for me and i think that was the final thing i needed to do to fully close that chapter. i’m done carrying old energy into new seasons of my life.

right now i just want peace, growth, good memories, healing, late night drives, summer air, vegas trips, and people who genuinely want the best for me. trying to trust that better things are on the way and that this summer is the start of something really beautiful.

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i keep seeing robins everywhere lately… like way more than usual. every time i walk outside there’s one nearby, or i’ll notice one right when i’m thinking about something random. idk if it actually means anything or if it’s just the season, but it feels weirdly noticeable. part of me wonders if there’s some kind of significance to it, or if it’s just one of those little patterns your brain starts picking up on. either way it’s kinda comforting to see them so often.

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anyone calling justin bieber’s coachella set “lazy” is literally missing the business side of what he’s doing. he sold his publishing and artist royalties to hipgnosis in 2023 and umg owns the masters, so every minute he spends performing the old catalog is basically him working to put money in other people’s pockets. playing the youtube videos was actually smart, no band, no backup singers, barely any production costs, but fans still got baby, sorry, beauty and a beat, never say never… all the nostalgia with none of the overhead. and he saved his real performance energy for swag, which makes sense if you actually pay attention. plus he was literally discovered uploading videos to youtube as a kid, so a laptop on the main stage is one of the most on-brand, intimate, full-circle things he could’ve done. this is also his first real era with no scooter, new team, new business structure, full control over his career, a completely new chapter where he gets to do things his way. if you didn’t like it that’s fine, but calling it lazy just proves you don’t understand the strategy behind it… and honestly, you might just not be a belieber.

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alexa play midnight sun by zara larsson

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as crazy as it sounds i like to think and feel i have what it takes to be a victoria secret angel. it’s been a life long dream of mine. it’s always seemed like an unattainable role. but i fully believe i could soooo them having open casting calls is a dream come true. should i or should i not. please universe give me a sign to let me know if this is something to consider!

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love when your thinking you’re running late for your 9am but the gods bless you by making your professor run even later 💅🏼 so it’s fine

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little weekend reality escape

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pearly frenchies 💅🏼

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sometimes i feel this emptiness when friendships end. like there’s this void that i can’t quite fill, and i don’t know what to do with it. i catch myself overthinking everything, reading too much into situations, watching every little thing people say, thinking maybe it’s negative, thinking maybe they’re talking about me. and even with my closest friends now, i feel it creeping in, convincing myself i’m doing something wrong, imagining problems that aren’t there, self-sabotaging because my brain refuses to just let things be. it’s like i’m constantly waiting for something to go wrong, even when everything is actually okay.

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watching your best friend get played by the same person who did you dirty a year and a half ago is actually insane because now i’m just sitting here like… oh we’re really running that back? same script? no edits?

like i already know how this goes. i’ve seen the pattern, lived it, got the t-shirt. the convenient check-ins, the using people when it benefits them, the slow shift into weird, uncomfortable, embarrassing situations, and then acting clueless like none of it’s intentional.

and now i have front row seats to it happening again, just with someone i actually care about this time. love that for me.

it’s honestly so frustrating watching someone you love slowly realize what you clocked forever ago. like i’m not shocked, just tired. idk at some point if every situation you’re in ends up the same… maybe it’s not everyone else. anyway. free my best friend fr.

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just a bite 🍣