#rip ramona

[malakiimp3]

not me watching Awsten's live at BMW 'cos my car just died 😳😳

[kerberostech]

> I will try to get to drafts later today

[pumpkinspiceprince]

today was gong to be her birthday and she didnt live to see it 

this is so fucked up and im so fucked up over it i just wanna bring her back and see her smile again and hear her laugh again or cry again i just wanna see her again 

i miss her crazy hair and her silly finger twitches and her pretty eyes and i miss her hugs and i miss the little noises she made for no reason when people hugged her

i miss calling her gorgeous on facebook and seeing her get happy i miss her flower crowns and jokes and i miss her being here to tell me she was here for me or that things were okay 

i keep thinking back on how pretty and perfect and what a great friend she was and how happy she made her boyfriend and how inlove she was with him and how they were looking forward to such a bright future, and how unfair it is that all of that is gone for her and for him and for her family

i havent had the guts to message her family and say my condolences, even though i want to, I dont want to see them upset 

she was such an angel to me, she was so sweet and kind hearted and wonderful and just such a great person to have in my life and now shes gone, her life was robbed, there is nothing i can do to make her happy or make her laugh because her smile and laugh are gone everywhere but in memories and pictures but memories cant hug you and pictures cant tell you its going to be okay and im so confused because i still dont know how to grieve the loss of someone who had so much living left to do

its her birthday and shes dead

its her birthday