#ripalexis

[canochula]

life

will forever mind fuck me like man we literally just spoke and this morning you're gone like wow ):

[love-sex-drugs-rock-roll]

R.I.P Alexis Marie D'Amico

Watching everyone laugh and be so happy, upsets me. I know she would want us to be, but it doesn't see fair to do all of these things when she can't anymore. She cant laugh, smile, cry, or be mad. She cant go to homecoming, or senior prom, get married, or have kids. I guess I just feel guilty for doing these things without her, because she cant. I will think of her before I do anything. She deserves to be here experiencing life with the rest of us. Not being remembered by the rest of us. ~8.30.14~

[wide-a-waake]

Today I went to my friend's funeral. I might not have been as close to her as some other people, but she had a special place in my heart. It was amazing to see how many people went to give her a farewell. The entire room was packed, and some had to go watch the service from TVs outside in the front hall area. The funeral definitely gave me some closure. I still can't believe she's gone, but I'm not as sad as I was before. I'll always remember Alexis. Her passing has taught me how to be a better person. I'll try to live my life to her example. She was super nice to everyone, and I plan on being better at treating people nicely. It's sad that she had to die, but she's in a better place now. I know someday I'll have the chance to meet her again. So, goodbye for now Alexis Monasterio aka French Nanny :)

[alexmcgreat]

life fucking sucks man. to come back from new york to find out Alexis passed away. it kills me. she was the brightest person i ever met. she would light up anyones world and she didnt even have to try. she didnt deserve it. she didnt. whoever did it, they better find them because we need justice for her. i have so much anger built inside of me. a fucking hit and run. like they had to be cowards and just leave her like that. if they would have called an ambulance after it she would still be alive. they better find the person who did it or i will go crazy. SHE DIDNT DESERVE IT! you know what she deserved? everything that she was getting. graduation, her trip to paris, everything she worked hard for it and deserved it! and she just got it taken away like that, only at 17 years old. despite how much you knew her, you know she had the best spirit out of everyone. we might have gone to different schools but that didnt stop her from never losing contact with me. to think i just saw her last week. this really kills me and im not afraid to admit im crying as i write this. i love you alexis, RIP.

[quick-beforewedestroyitall]

I barely knew her but, honest to god she had to be about the sweetest person ever, always so friendly and always had a big smile on her face. It was such a shame for her to die so young, she had such a bright future ahead. She could have been one of the next bests chefs but now we'll never know. I hope they catch the mother fucker who hit you and didn't even bother to stop. Rest in peace, Alexis, you are in a better place now.

[leavemetrembling]

We take people in our lives for granted so often that it's sick and we don't realise it until we lose them. And sometimes we don't just lose them as in lose them as a friend, or a significant other, you lose them permanently. As in you will never be able to hear them talk ever again, see them smile, ask them how their day was, you lose everything. And I'm not implying that I don't do that myself, but I'm just saying in general. People need to stop taking the people in their lives for granted. We say it all the time but no one ever really acts on it until it's too late. This whole situation really opened my eyes today. I do my best to let the people in my life know that I love them, and though I can't do it daily, I try my best to. And it's sad that some people don't think anything of their actions. How people don't realise that every single day the last thing you said to someone could be the last thing you'll ever get to say to them. That's why I treat everyone so well, why I do my best to make everyone feel important even if I barely knew them because I've come to realise the concept that life is so precious and that at any moment I could lose someone dear to me. How significant our actions are, yet most people don't even know it. It just makes me sad that some people can't get that through their heads; that not everyone in your life will receive an extra day. Teenagers tend to think that they're invincible and that their friends are as well. Well they're not, and neither are you. You can't take things for granted, you can't continue to think that everything will always be how it is just because you haven't been forced to not have it. You can't take people for granted either, especially the people dear to you. You never know exactly what could happen to them. Hell, you could talk to someone on the phone and tell them that you love them and not even five minutes later find out that you will never be able to say that to them again. I'm just saying, people need to open their eyes before it's too late. And if it takes you to lose a friend forever to realise that you should appreciate them all that you can everyday, well then I don't know what to tell you other than that you're going to regret it after it happens and think back on how you should've been, and all that you should've done. And I hope that it never has to come to that for anyone, but we all know that for some people it will.