#ripdweez

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Insecure

You walk around like you ugly

You like, “why he don’t love me?”

You don’t even love you

How could I love you?

How could he love you?

You trying to drive before you take the vehicle out of park

You throw pussy but wish it were you heart

Bet you wish you could press restart

Press rewind

Go back in time

You insecure cause these girls have big behinds

Insecurities making up fake scenarios in your mind

You search but never find

The way you are is just fine

You just don’t know it yet

Society makes it easy to forget

I see you lost grip

Let yourself slip

Get up…

Nah forreal get up!!

Dust that dirt off your ass

I see your self-esteem made of glass

Messages left on read

Insecurities crawl back into your head

You like, “is that chick in his bed?”

I don’t know

Lil bro said let it go

But I know you won’t

You ask for advice

But don’t……listen

Dick got you tripping

I see you itching

You wanna know what you missing?

Not a damn thing

Just another fling

Him no King

Find you someone that treat you like queen

Put you above everything

Size you up for a ring

I hope you like bling

He no good

He rather bick it in the hood

He rather get rachet around town

You need someone to build you up

Not hold you down

Forget gold condom wrappers

Strive for the crown

He just make you frown

Don’t you wannabe happy?

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Love yourself and somebody else will

Baby daddy got you in your feels

Get something real

You need a real one in your life

Someone who’ll take you on dates

Not just a Nxgga who only wanna kick it late at night

Uh uh that ain’t right

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I can’t love you till you love you

He can’t love you till you love you

You got to love you……..

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GunTalk

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But it’s only more blacks getting shot

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But you ain’t busting at no cops

Yeah I heard you got some rocks

But you posted on the block

I guess the self-hate never stops

Yeah I heard you gotta gun

But I ain’t seen not one

You should go raise your son

Instagram pics don’t mean shxt

All these possessions

But you still ain’t got shxt

You ain’t hard where it counts

You just like to run your mouth

All this gun talk got the body count going up

You ain’t killing nobody

You only killing us

You better off turning that thang on yourself

Acting like that lil thang gone help

Like you can’t get put up on a shelf

Like you ain’t next to end up on a white-t

What I look like killing nxggas just like me?

Dying over colors

Somebody call Ice-T

My uncle from the manors

My big bro from the gardens

I feel like I’m set tripping

I guess I was just raised different

I guess God wanted me to see both sides

Maybe God sent me here to make peace

But ain’t no peace when these dudes gotta piece

Ain’t no peace when teenage girls walking the streets

Ain’t no peace when teenage boys slanging in the streets

What I’m supposed to do about that?

Why would they ever listen to me?

I ain’t nobody special

I’m from the same block

And I’ll probably die from the same glock……………

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Give Love A Chance

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……

In my quest I’ve bumped my head

Tossed and turned in my bed

Lost my confidence

Gained trust issues

But I’ve learned a lot

Maybe I should stop

Cupid busting and I still ain’t been shot…..

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid…..

In my quest I have failed

Got me thinking there’s no hope for myself

Got me thinking I’ll forever be by myself

I’ll never have a baby

My quest has drove me crazy

I will never get married……….

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……..

Don’t be afraid

You win some You lose the rest

All this love for you in my chest

Don’t let it got to waste………….

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Birds In The Trap (Sing Sade)

Never was in the trap

But the system got me trapped

Jordan and me was making slaps

I was up till 3am

Only taking naps

They said to relax

To late I already snapped

Like a twig

I got visions of being big

Doing big things

I got big dreams

But what's a dream without effort

What's a dream without work?

I gotta clock in first

I feel like I never clocked out

My homie 23, he just bought a house

I'm inspired

Life got me so tired

I need to hit reset

I still feel like a reject

I don't owe these chumps no respect

They wasn't giving it

You tweeting it but is you living it?

You snapping it but is you living it?

They told me this was when we would start getting it

I need that bread like toast

I'm so far but I feel so close

How you doing nothing but still doing the most?

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What you know about the struggle?

Never had to trap but I saw the homies hustle

I saw all the RIPs

They took Dweez

They put my cousins behind bars

It's hard out here

Gotta have heart out here

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Dear Ladies,

The younger me would've snapped I'm hoping that I don't relapse Hoping that I don't go back The women in my life give me too much credit I barely deserve a prepaid debit Demons will eat you alive if you let it I should be focused on myself and my lettuce But here I go again Wilding in another girls dms Lusting over somebody else's BM I make myself sick But lately I been working on it I got the wake up call Ignored it and got a voicemail I apologize for putting you through hell Tried to be a perfect man but I failed Was on the path to greater things but it was abruptly derailed Hit rock bottom and started bothering females Sending pics and videos via snapchat and email Bridges burned How am I supposed to get to the other side of town? Honestly I let my own self down I deserve what I got All alone in this dark world I don't deserve a good girl I deserve to suffer Maybe I'm being too harsh But I had to get this off my heart Off my conscious May these words heal I apologize but this time I'm forreal Watched the Netflix but missed out on the chill I have no appeal I know I'm still young But that's no excuse I apologize for all the wrong that I've done I fully accept my punishment……...

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Knives In My Back

Knives in my back

How could you do me like that?

I'm looking ahead no turning back

I gotts love for no one who does me like that

I guess it is what it is

Why you have to do me like this?

I guess you don't believe in communication

Don't expect me to be out here waiting

Gone do yo thang I ain't even hating

All these knives in my back

I thought we were coo why you do me like that?

I guess you were just waiting on him to get his stuff together

I guess we never had a chance of being together

I was fooled thinking that you wanted better

How could I fall for that?

Meanwhile you sticking all these knives in my back

It didn't have to be like that

All you had to do was say something

But you been cut off so don't say nothing

I wish you didn't go down this road

Why you have to activate beast mode?

You wrong for that

I'm surprised I'm still alive you stuck all these knives in my back

I thought we were coo how could you do me like that??...

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Wish I Was There

Whether I’m on the block

On the clock

Wait……stop

Whether I’m on the block

On the clock

This here don’t stop

This here won’t stop

I’m trying to fulfill my purpose

I’m trying not to be worthless

I’m trying to contribute

Don’t stand in my way

I feel like I could die any day

People out here dying everyday

And we don’t care

A few Facebook post here and there

A few white tees here and there

A few tattoos here and there

I’m way over here

But I wish I was there

Wish I could wipe the tears that roll down your cheek

Wish I could uplift you when you feel weak

Life so bittersweet

I feel for Zay

I feel the way he feels every other day

He kinda reminds me of me

Young boy trying to find his place in this society

Pray for him

I hope he stay true to his self

I hope he’s never swayed by the opinion of anyone else

I hope someone tells him he’s perfect as is

I see why they say it takes a village to raise a kid

Man my heart goes out to the kids

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(Crabs) In A Barrel

Even if I close my eyes I still see it

Parents screaming

I feel for the youth

Ain’t nowhere for them to run

Pollution in the air

Glass on the ground

They just wanna keep my people down

Look around

All I see is black, Asian and brown

Crabs in a bucket

I know they love it

Black gate with a password so we can’t get in

Resources are scarce

They don’t want us to win

They want us at the bottom catching L’s

They applaud us every time we fail

They applaud every time we get sent to jail

They want this to be a living hell

They don’t wanna see us doing well

We some crabs in a bucket

I know that they love it

We started from the bottom

And we still here

These eyes seen too much

My people feel stuck

Like we in a sunken place

I’m trying to make love kool again

Cause we surrounded by so much hate

You either Chef Curry

Or cooking up on the 808s

Like you Mike Will

Can’t get a job so I might steal

Crabs in a bucket

I might kill

Some days that’s just how I feel

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If I spit that real they gone think something wrong

Might do the Fred Hampton and run up in my home

Might do the MLK and wire tap my phone

I was just trying to empower my people

My boy finally doing it legal

I hope he don’t relapse

When I look out all I see is browns, Asians and blacks

Something suspicious bout that

When I go to Roseville I see a lot less

Late 20s got me stressed

To the point where I forgot that I’m blessed

We always gone have less

That’s the way the system setup

We out here trying to avoid getting wet up

We out here trying to get this little bread up

Through it all always keep your head up…..