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It Takes 2

It takes 2 like Rob Base

If I had a MySpace

You’d be #1 on my top 8

If you were mines, I’d have you on speed dial

You’d be the 1st person I wanna see smile

If you were mines that would make me smile

Smile like Avril Lavigne

If you were a drug I would be a fiend

If I were a King you’d be my Queen

Even I had nothing you’d have everything

You deserve it

You so imperfect that you’re perfect

Even when you get on my last nerve

Even when we fight for the last word

I’d rather fight with you than somebody else

You let me be myself

If it ain’t you then ima just be by myself

Soft skin

Bright smile

Soft lips

Hands around your waist

I got the perfect grip

I know you love to travel

Let’s take a trip

Where you wanna go?

Just let me know….

We can go today

Let’s get away

Phones off

I don’t want no distractions

I know they talking

But I’m about that action

It takes 2 like Rob Base

You’d be #1 on my top 8

I got you on speed dial

If you say yes

That would make me smile….

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Insecure

You walk around like you ugly

You like, “why he don’t love me?”

You don’t even love you

How could I love you?

How could he love you?

You trying to drive before you take the vehicle out of park

You throw pussy but wish it were you heart

Bet you wish you could press restart

Press rewind

Go back in time

You insecure cause these girls have big behinds

Insecurities making up fake scenarios in your mind

You search but never find

The way you are is just fine

You just don’t know it yet

Society makes it easy to forget

I see you lost grip

Let yourself slip

Get up…

Nah forreal get up!!

Dust that dirt off your ass

I see your self-esteem made of glass

Messages left on read

Insecurities crawl back into your head

You like, “is that chick in his bed?”

I don’t know

Lil bro said let it go

But I know you won’t

You ask for advice

But don’t……listen

Dick got you tripping

I see you itching

You wanna know what you missing?

Not a damn thing

Just another fling

Him no King

Find you someone that treat you like queen

Put you above everything

Size you up for a ring

I hope you like bling

He no good

He rather bick it in the hood

He rather get rachet around town

You need someone to build you up

Not hold you down

Forget gold condom wrappers

Strive for the crown

He just make you frown

Don’t you wannabe happy?

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Love yourself and somebody else will

Baby daddy got you in your feels

Get something real

You need a real one in your life

Someone who’ll take you on dates

Not just a Nxgga who only wanna kick it late at night

Uh uh that ain’t right

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I can’t love you till you love you

He can’t love you till you love you

You got to love you……..

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May Time Heal All Broken Hearts

Do you know how disappointment feels?

I done gave myself enough time to heal

Goodbye anxiety

Goodbye depression

Losing you was a blessing

I wrote two books and dropped a mixtape

I hope you and the kids are doing great

No love for you but I have no feelings of hate

I hope you made the right decision

I finally got my sanity back

But when it happened I was tripping

You could’ve said something

But you said nothing

Good thing I know how to getta clue

Or I’d still be tripping over you

In denial that we were through

Denying that what my eyes saw was true

I was blue like the berry

Tried to keep the hurt buried

But I can’t help how I feel

You ever experienced something this real?

I gave myself enough time to heal

I don’t wanna say your name

Would hate to give you the fame

I wish you were ashamed

I’m over here real lifing

But I see to you it was all a game

You was scratching an itch

And I fell for that bullshxt

I thought we were friends but that was a lie

If I could’ve I would’ve cried

Knowing I’m way better than that other guy

But aye yall deserve each other

Why it so hard for me to find a lover?

One week you laying up in my covers

Next day I don’t exist

It always ends like this

This game has too many risk

I see why so many play it safe

I don’t wanna ever see your face

I hope we never speak again

It sucks to lose a friend

But that was your choice

Goodbye……………………………

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Ghetto Prayer

Why they always gotta leave me?

I fear the day you realize you don’t need me

Why it gotta be so difficult?

I’m just trying to take it easy

I feel Eric Wright

These cops don’t think I know my rights

I know somebody gonna take my life

I try to pray before I go to bed every night

To whomever it may concern

I crash and burn till the day I learn

No handouts everything must be earned

Unless you gotta silver spoon

The bottom too crowded ain’t enough room

A barrel full of crabs

They waiting on us to do bad

What you think these laws for?

What you think all these prisons for?

My own people at war

The Joe Budden’s don’t understand the Lil Yachty’s

The somebody’s feeling like they nobody

I try to pray every time that I wake up

I pray me and my future baby mama never break up

I don’t want no more broken homes

All these social networks but I still feel alone

That’s wrong

I pray the Joe Budden’s learn to love the Uzi Vert’s

Our people already hurt

If you gotta chance to help why would you make it worse?

Huh?????

Give me one reason

Self-hate is in season

Haters gone hate

Lovers gone love

Substituting problems with alcohol and drugs

They won’t go away

For you I pray……..

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GunTalk

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But it’s only more blacks getting shot

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But you ain’t busting at no cops

Yeah I heard you got some rocks

But you posted on the block

I guess the self-hate never stops

Yeah I heard you gotta gun

But I ain’t seen not one

You should go raise your son

Instagram pics don’t mean shxt

All these possessions

But you still ain’t got shxt

You ain’t hard where it counts

You just like to run your mouth

All this gun talk got the body count going up

You ain’t killing nobody

You only killing us

You better off turning that thang on yourself

Acting like that lil thang gone help

Like you can’t get put up on a shelf

Like you ain’t next to end up on a white-t

What I look like killing nxggas just like me?

Dying over colors

Somebody call Ice-T

My uncle from the manors

My big bro from the gardens

I feel like I’m set tripping

I guess I was just raised different

I guess God wanted me to see both sides

Maybe God sent me here to make peace

But ain’t no peace when these dudes gotta piece

Ain’t no peace when teenage girls walking the streets

Ain’t no peace when teenage boys slanging in the streets

What I’m supposed to do about that?

Why would they ever listen to me?

I ain’t nobody special

I’m from the same block

And I’ll probably die from the same glock……………

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Give Love A Chance

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……

In my quest I’ve bumped my head

Tossed and turned in my bed

Lost my confidence

Gained trust issues

But I’ve learned a lot

Maybe I should stop

Cupid busting and I still ain’t been shot…..

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid…..

In my quest I have failed

Got me thinking there’s no hope for myself

Got me thinking I’ll forever be by myself

I’ll never have a baby

My quest has drove me crazy

I will never get married……….

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……..

Don’t be afraid

You win some You lose the rest

All this love for you in my chest

Don’t let it got to waste………….

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Birds In The Trap (Sing Sade)

Never was in the trap

But the system got me trapped

Jordan and me was making slaps

I was up till 3am

Only taking naps

They said to relax

To late I already snapped

Like a twig

I got visions of being big

Doing big things

I got big dreams

But what's a dream without effort

What's a dream without work?

I gotta clock in first

I feel like I never clocked out

My homie 23, he just bought a house

I'm inspired

Life got me so tired

I need to hit reset

I still feel like a reject

I don't owe these chumps no respect

They wasn't giving it

You tweeting it but is you living it?

You snapping it but is you living it?

They told me this was when we would start getting it

I need that bread like toast

I'm so far but I feel so close

How you doing nothing but still doing the most?

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What you know about the struggle?

Never had to trap but I saw the homies hustle

I saw all the RIPs

They took Dweez

They put my cousins behind bars

It's hard out here

Gotta have heart out here

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Dear Ladies,

The younger me would've snapped I'm hoping that I don't relapse Hoping that I don't go back The women in my life give me too much credit I barely deserve a prepaid debit Demons will eat you alive if you let it I should be focused on myself and my lettuce But here I go again Wilding in another girls dms Lusting over somebody else's BM I make myself sick But lately I been working on it I got the wake up call Ignored it and got a voicemail I apologize for putting you through hell Tried to be a perfect man but I failed Was on the path to greater things but it was abruptly derailed Hit rock bottom and started bothering females Sending pics and videos via snapchat and email Bridges burned How am I supposed to get to the other side of town? Honestly I let my own self down I deserve what I got All alone in this dark world I don't deserve a good girl I deserve to suffer Maybe I'm being too harsh But I had to get this off my heart Off my conscious May these words heal I apologize but this time I'm forreal Watched the Netflix but missed out on the chill I have no appeal I know I'm still young But that's no excuse I apologize for all the wrong that I've done I fully accept my punishment……...