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Two years ago, you took your last breath of life. Today, I honor your memory by maximizing the life in every breath of mine. Rest In Paradise baby brother, I love you! #RIPJAK #SeeYouAgain (at Denver, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9EulEEAuqe/?igshid=ee7b5ct6q1p4
365 days ago my brother took his last breath... In the last year, so much has changed. A lot have battles have been fought with some wins and a few learns. I used to live a lifestyle that was a lot more reckless, I was "just a kid from Pueblo who isn't supposed to make it anyway", and never really gave a damn about life or death. But, now I recognize just how precious life is and how foolishly immature I was. After crying uncontrollably while holding his lifeless body on the mortuary slab, questioning why, why him and not me, something inside of me changed and a switch was flipped. There is a big picture now, there is a vision, and thanks to a lot of great people surrounding and supporting me, a dream is really being chased. Thank you all. More than being sad, bitter, angry, depressed, etc. I am fucking driven. Driven to not let his memory fade and show him the world through my lens head-on with his guardian angel wings resting on my back. Losing my brother still messes me up and brings me to some real character building moments; there's no denying that. However, I remind myself that every moment and every breath that I have here is one in which he did not get. My brother may have left this Earth physically, but his spirit still rides with me everywhere. I love you baby brother, see you again someday. #CFTPG #RIPJAK #Brothers #GuardianAngel #SeeYouAgainSomeday #GoneButNotForgotten #OneYear https://www.instagram.com/p/BuWW0izg9hX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sbbliiqp5uj6
You took your last breath just a few feet behind me. Without you here, it has been a challenge to get in the spirit, but I'm trying. This bud's for you. Merry Christmas ya filthy animals! 🤙🌲 #CFTPG #MerryChristmas #SteelCity #RIPJAK (at Bessemer, Pueblo) https://www.instagram.com/p/BryCkLDA8DH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uzgxf9p4c21c
#tbt to a song still hits too close to home. The track from G-Rel @jioni_reliford is great, but the loss of young lives continues. #RIPDev #RIPEddieJ #RIPJAK #SteelCitySoldiers (at Pueblo, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrDbo1qgsPY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hnj70uz53zss
This Thanksgiving, I have a challenge for you all. It's simple, smell the roses when you sit down for dinner and be thankful. When you're with your family and friends, enjoy their time and company because you never know who might not make it to the table next year. #CFTPG #Thanksgiving #TheEmptyChair #LoneWolf #RIPJAK #SmellTheRoses #LiveForTheNow https://www.instagram.com/p/BqchWvogzMe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bva7xnf3n4r7
The universe has a crazy way of sending signs. I still feel/hear/see him in certain things. This van right here tells a story to me. The old Dodge Caravan takes me back in time. You see, this is the type of van my mom drove when we were kids. A couple hundred thousand miles were logged in that beast and also created memories I'll never forget. I'd give anything in the world to revisit that time and have another day with him. See the smile, hear the giggle. That van took a beating from us through the years, but it kept plugging away. The sliding door fell off at one point, the armrests wore and tore until they broke, the plastic paneling inside began to fall apart, but it just kept going. I see this van in front of me and see the same story and it is also a metaphor for life. Rusty, weathered, and battered, but still fucking going. I miss my little brother but I know he's still riding with me. #CFTPG #RIPJAK https://www.instagram.com/p/BqNsOVDA6rG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8q3q6gwanuh1
