I spent today by listening to his songs and rewatching Hello Baby because I told myself I'd be strong. Of course, Hello Baby tugged at my heartstrings brutally. But I wanted to remember him as that overexcited Appa who loved the fact that Yoogeun picked him as the best Appa rather than Key Appa (for reference, I'm talking about episode 9). Because here's the thing, remembering Kim Jonghyun isn't remembering how he left us. It's remembering all the ups and downs and beautiful moments of his life. (That's also why I looked through his various SM Halloween party photos coz we stan a diverse king lol).
And it hurts, I know, and it doesn't just go away, but Jjong doesn't want you to hurt. So stay strong, take care of yourselves, have a glass of water and eat something nice. That's what Jjong would want.
And Jonghyun, I don't know if you know it when we say it but,
You did well
We miss you
And we love you
















