#risinghale

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

[ text ]; You made your point, as usual. [ text ]; Remind me that it's impossible for you to ever take anything at face value without reminding me how much I fuck up with every step I make.

[ sms ] Oh now you’re gonna get pissy? Fine. [ sms ] Fyi I’m a fuck up too but here was me thinking that was part of the reason why we worked. Cause yes you fuck up but you always come back to me and yeah I fuck up to but I don’t know what you want me to say. [ sms ] It’s shitty okay, waiting around hoping to hear from you ever month cause I hate it and I miss you but it's not getting easier.

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

[ text ]; I don't know what you expect me to say. [ text ]; I can't even say a simple thing like I miss you without ending up feeling like an asshole for it.

[ sms ] That's because you are an asshole. [ sms ] You must be used to pictures like that cause you didn't seem bothered but I was. And nothing from you.[ sms ] I was so fucking scared something had happened to you. That you'd been eaten or hit by a truck or something. [ sms ] I feel like I'm waiting on a phonecall from Cora to let me know you're dead and I hate that feeling. 

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

[ text ]; Sorry.

[ sms ] Guess my dick wasn't enticing enough for you huh. [ sms ] That's a joke. Kinda. 

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

[ text ]; I would not have said it if I didn't mean it but okay.

[ sms ] Well last time we talk I sent you a dick pick and then I never hear back from you, than can hurt a guys feelings. [ sms - UNSENT ] Fuck I miss you. 

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

[ text ]; I miss you.

[ sms ] You sure about that?

[hailtothexking]

risinghale replied to your post: motion sickness is certainly not my friend i feel...

#makes room stop spinning #tucks in

#wow hi #actual sweetheart right here #smooches

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

You are worth every word of love. Worth every good deed, worth every smile, every tear of joy. You are worth the suns rays and the warm air, you are worth the happiness and the laughter. You are worth everything good and beautiful. Give everyone and anyone this message, go to random blogs, someone you don’t even know, stretch your ask limit, anon or not, tell them they are worth it. Because the world needs more love.

//Shhh I don't deserve these things <3

[ceruleaneyedlycan]

i’m not going anywhere.

//I know, but you said you said you were having no muse etc so it's understandable, that's all I meant <3