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Aircraft: Lockheed Martin (Mitsubishi) F-35A Lightning II(sn: 29-8729/AX-29) Squadron: JASDF NADF / 3rd AW / 301SQ Base: JASDF Misawa AB(RJSM), Aomori-ken, Japan

Sep.11,2022 Misawa AB, Japan

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Japanese E-767 & KC-767

[pock-o-pea]

i'm leaving the house in ten minutes

then i have to be in transit for an hourish

i

am

so

anxious

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his facebook status. (today).

Morning: Dentist. Later-morning: cow butchery... All I can think is "how perfect, my teeth will be pearly white just in time to satiate my carnivorous tendencies."

It's such a tremendously rewarding experience to interact and be attracted to someone who speaks so eloquently on a daily basis. :3

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tonight. (on the phone.)

me: I'm so glad you know everything. Finally. It's a burden off my shoulders.

him: Well having it be a burden off your shoulders is a weight off of mine!

me: ...why?

him: Do you have any idea how hard it is to be on the opposite end of that? Just... having feelings, but not having any answers? Just waiting, but not knowing if you --

me: -- I do.

him: Okay.

me: Okay.

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today. (at dinner.)

me: [going back and forth between items on the menu for 15 minutes] I CAN'T... I'm indecisive. I can't pick. It doesn't help that you said everything's good! I can't. This is the worst. [groans]

him: [laughs and tilts his head] You're adorable.

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today. (on the bus.)

me: i have rendered you speechless, yet again.

him: yes, you have a way of doing that. a lot. just you.

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anxiety attack!

i doubt i'll be eating much of anything tomorrow, either. 

fucksake.

can it be tomorrow at 5pm yet?