( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › i’m sure you already know this but you mean a lot to me too, always.
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › i’m not sure how my life would be if you weren’t in it but i know it wouldn’t be as this amazing and special. thank you for being a source of my happiness.
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › i love you, and thank you 💕
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › oh yeah, do i get a birthday present??
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; i’m glad i’m still in your heart, jeffrey. (─‿‿─)♡
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; i thank you for being one of the reasons why i look forward to a lot of the things i have in my life. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; wait... did you just..... you still love me? (〃 ⁄ ⁄ ＞ ⁄ ⁄ ⁄ ＜; ⁄ ⁄ 〃)
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; aren’t i the only present you need? DELETED!
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; of course you do. may i come over right now? do you have time?
the truth is, my biggest regret was not supporting you to the fullest. i should’ve stood by your side and not let us breakup. you’re an amazing person who deserves the world, better than what i ever gave you. i’m sorry that i couldn’t give you all of me. i just wanted more time with you. the days when i was seeing you less and less, i felt so lonely. i’m so clingy and i really wish i wasn’t but i love your presence more than anything else.
do you know how much i miss you? how much i still care for you? i know you’ll never get to this piece i write but just know that deep down inside my heart, you’re still buried deep. if you ever happen to see this, don’t forget me ever. please. i know that’s selfish to ask because you have so many things going on with your life as of the moment but i don’t think i can ever forget about you. there’s not a day when i don’t think about you. when i’m studying or i’m in classes, my mind traces back to your name. your soul is haunting but addicting. the sadness i have inside me is something i can’t empty out into the vast oceans.
yes, i haven’t healed truly. if i could take you back in my life, seeing you in my arms and feeling your kisses once more then i’d be the happiest girl in the world. i think my sweetest memory of you was when i first met you at the pool, you almost fell off the chair as i happened to be there. you were staring at me for too long and i kind of ran away that day but came back to say hi to you. we got closer, talked all day and night on the phone. i remember falling asleep on the phone with your calls. we saw each other at campus everyday.. then, you practically became my best friend, the shoulder that i can cry on without judging me, i told you all my problems and everything about me.
little did i know is that, i fell in love with you that i no longer became afraid of rejection. i told you my feelings and you asked me out.. that was one of the best days of my life. i wish i could rewrite things i shouldn’t have said but i can’t go back in time and change what’s happened between us.
just like anyone else, we’ve made mistakes. many mistakes we’re not proud of. though, i can’t keep fronting as if you’re not an important person in my life, because damn, you are. you’re my everything, jeffrey. and you’ll always be the one for me. so please come back?
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 ⟩ ⟩ i’ve been busy lately, sorry. you got me a present?
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 ⟩ ⟩ just the two of us? i guess so…
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 ⟩ ⟩ you don’t have plans on going back home to australia?
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; yeah why wouldn’t i? (⌒_⌒;) you’re still on my mind, yanno...
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; i think about you everyday.... i still feel for you! DELETED!
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; if you don’t mind! thank you, jeff. ♡♡
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; no, not this year! my mum and dad are going on a business trip.
( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › i was just thinking it's about time for a new chapter in my life ( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › and i think it's the right time to be a father ( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › i was thinking about you and so i was wondering if you would like to co-parent a little puppy with me ( ✉ ) 첫사랑은 처음이라서 › › of course, no pressure tho
SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; are you writing a new book in your life? ˭̡̞(◞⁎˃ᆺ˂)◞*✰SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; IM JAEBUM, AREN”T YOU TOO YOUNG TO BE A FATHER?? ¯\_༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽_/¯SNS 〉 〉会えなくて寂しい。; wait a puppy?? i’m gonna sign up for this!! i don’t see why not. (♥ω♥*)
( ✉ ) 허니버터칩 › › if you tell me how much you love me i’ll give you my extra bag of honey butter chips ( ✉ ) 허니버터칩 › › swoon me
≪ ✉ : 🐯형 ≫ my love for you can’t be described in simple words, hyung. you mean too much for me to just kkt.
≪ ✉ : 🐯형 ≫ let’s be real, now.. could jack ever simply describe to rose what she meant to him? could romeo just tell Juliet that she was the air he breathed?
the stench of liquor and regret filling all crevices of the tiny apartment was sure proof of their sins mistakes. and although he assures himself that he should probably not sit up. discomfort surges through his stiffened core. he grumbles himself awake with a scrunched forehead, cheeks warm from the sun’s beams and blinded by the sunlight seeping through the blinds. there’s confusion, and the room seems to have been hit by a hurricane. bottles sprawled here and there, clothes tossed about, takeout containers half finished.
there’s a tinge of worry, unable to piece together the situation just what the hell happened last night?
when he finally shuffles into an upright position, his head spins. a hand slaps his forehead as if to still the booming within his head. silently he questions if his heart and brain have switched places. swearing his heartbeat no longer resided in his chest but between his two temples. he sighs. looking over at the figure beside him. blinking repeatedly and giving a slight tilt to his still aching head. unable to make out the figure beneath the fluffy covers. positive it wasn’t jieun, she’d be out by now and would have definitely warned of her nightmares or need for comfort in the middle of the night when she’d creep into his apartment. he leans in, peering over the mantled dozing body as it slightly stirs in it’s slumber, attempting to unveil the mystery.
