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MGA3 Ep.8 Reaction

This time his team didn’t get a high place, but nonetheless they were still the only team that was left unripped. He was quite surprised for coming that far, but didn’t dare to even dream of winning. One after another is leaving, eliminated from the competition, ousted from a chance of getting closer to a contract offering. Actually Gary thought the whole audition thing was a dream or a joke, it was impossible for him to be a finalist. How many times did he went to castings and auditions, send in his own songs or did several street performances in hope of being discovered. But everytime his face seemed in the way. Especially even after reading a netizens review the odd feeling of being a part of outerspace because of his looks and different rap style, was getting stronger. He knew he was different, hiphop was his passion, but nonetheless he wasn’t a gangster rapper. The male’s style and way of forming words was hard to describe, he knew it himself, and yet, he didn’t want to give up on that. The countless fails had turned into pieces of a path which had been built over years. And now he was close enough for his dream to come to, he wasn’t able to realize and comprehend. 

The big brother of Taeyeon’s team smiled at his younger siblings. He was proud of them, actually he had realized how far they have come, but he still saw himself in a stranger’s position. Gary felt like a teammember, he did his best for the team’s performance and nonetheless, he wasn’t too sure if it was a good idea to compete with the partly much younger and much more talented contestants. Was he worth to be on the grand finale?

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MGA3 Ep.8 Reaction

        He seriously doubted the system the judges of the MGAs used for eliminating another of his teammates. And above all Jinwook was the one who was called upon the stage to say goodbye to everyone. A guy who has changed his team just now and had done without any doubt a great job with communicating with his new colleagues and was part of a freshly united teamwork. The heart in his chest hammered wildly, without an constant rhythm and he wasn't even sure if it was happiness over the fact to had reached finals or pure anger against those who had voted for Jinwook to drop out. All these contestants who had to swap teams one of the last shows and had to face difficulties, hardships and mere strangers, had receive respect and admiration from him. Why even bothering in swapping Jinwook into another team, when he was eliminated the next round? 

        It was strange. Seunghwan felt like looking at another person, when he still fought the rage within him. He wanted that contract so badly, especially from Royal Ent. where he currently practiced at, and yet he was confused. Confused if becoming part of the music entertainment would make him happy and would bring him closer to his dream, when it meant to neglect himself. The male looked at his hand tattoo. He was indeed a warrior, someone who has overcome hardships of the past, a child who had lost his parents too soon and yet grew into a proud and strong-willed man. And now he was standing on that huge stage, shivering in fear of elimination, of failing a few steps away from his dream and played by those people who seemed to enjoy to push hopefuls around. 

        Confusement obscured his mind, actually he should be happy and grateful about the opportunity of being able to be part of the finale and he shouldn’t even think further about other contestants, in the end everyone was on his own. And still, he was a lover of justice, and now that he had come that far in this kind of competition he had seen, heard and read things that wasn’t alright. Ambiguous feelings overcome him, when he thought of his possible chance in getting a contract. But at that moment he wasn’t sure, if he could accept it.