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this is a psa: spider!jimin is my bby boy and i’ll protect him with my life lovebug was so good thank u ilu 🧡

LITERSLLY ME???? i'm a spider jimin stan now 😔👊🏻 also thank you for reading !!! ilym!!!

I’ll definitely try it! I have a pair or perlascent moon ones with little chain tassels and a pair of black rectangular studs and i think they’d be a good balance, the problem I have is people seem to just take the parts of my identity that are easier for them and ignore the more “taboo” bits, like I only ever get compliments when I wear feminine clothes or do makeup and it makes me feel so invalidated, or if I tell people I use she/they pronouns, with a preference for “they” they only use “she”. Having a very chubby and feminine body also doesn’t help at all, I can’t conceal it at all and it’s such a perceivable thing, I hate it

And yesss, honestly I love the more angstier/emptional scenes, I think it brings a lot of light to how characters work and react differently and gives so much more depth to them, seeing yoongi get so distressed and upset when the reader doesn’t recognise him is such a harsh difference to how we see him on a surface level, it’s almost unbelievable, for both readers and yoongi himself as he didn’t even know he was crying and was acting on isntinct (?). Also on a side note I love how emotionally complex you make Seokjin and how there’s both a subtle element of snideness and a deeper fear/sadness to him that you get small glimpses at, honestly at this point I’m full on simping for you and your writing, you’re so talented and the amount of energy and work you put into your fics is unlike any writer I’ve ever seen 💕

oh you have no idea how much I relate to you like- my double d’s will never fit into a binder and part of the reason why I haven’t bought one is cuz I know it’s just...not going to make me look the way I want no matter what I do. I'm never going to be perceived as male as much as I want to be- and there's always the like “will i be more loved in the body I was given? instead of trying to have the body I need to not feel this way?” I think that- is above all else why I am jealous of hoseok’s charter in ofal because they don’t have to wonder like- they are loved and they get to have it. both of us will probably be jelly for a long time over that tbh

I definitely wanted to keep like- the base level of what we know about the boy’s as people- like the actual bts in their lives and apply that to a story like- we know yoongi often hides his emotions behind an iron wall and I really really wanted to write him and their love story like- sometimes you love someone so much you can’t see how you’re hurting them? and I think when Jungkook and hoseok find him on the outskirts- that's what he’s really thinking about.

and seokjin- he’s probably the most animated and entertaining and I wrote this version of him to have that same level surface phenomenon if that makes sense? like seokjin is 1000% the person who would laugh through their tears. they’re both such sad boys- oh my god I'm never going to forgive myself for making them this sad.

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I just read the latest chapter, it was wonderfully written but I may be crying??? Hoseoks discovery of their gender identity and how their parents and Jungkook accept it so wholeheartedly made me so happy and envious, knowing I’ll never get that acceptance or help is kind of a bummer

It’s also so sad to see both the reader and Yoongi slowly lose a little bit of themselves every year, the nightmares the readers getting seem so jarring for her

I know it might seem hopeless- but I think if you look for the people who will love you- you’ll find them who will do it in all your forms. found families > families by blood anyway. I think that growing into your body is a process- the same way hoseok is growing into theirs in the story- we all have to figure out the little things that make us feel not so terrible even if we can’t get those through love.

one little thing that I do that makes me feel a little bit better is wear miss-matched earrings- I know it’s a small thing but I have these soft pearls in one ear most days and then a very industrial jimin/Jungkook bars in the other- and it kinda allows me to feel more like- balanced? maybe you could try something like that?

and Yesssss- it hurts me to think about it but they’re really losing it a little bit, right? there are a few good moments where it all heals over though and they end up stronger as a couple. I think this chapter- out of all of them- makes the ending make a little more sense emotionally- you guys still might be more like “ah fuck this is an m-night shama-lee plot twist level ending’ but still- it makes sense emotionally and I think that makes a lot more sense

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Tumblr may have eaten my asked but hi! I hope you’re keeping well, I just thought I’d stop by to thank you so much for writing Of Fire and Love and talking so openly about your gender identity on your blog, the way Jimin’s character was written helped me accept being genderfluid and helped me realise exactly who I was and I’ll never be able to thank you enough for that, the way his character was written was so reflective of who I wish to be and gave me the courage to ask my friends to call me by a different name and use different pronouns, so thank you so much, the story itself is wonderful, I’m always anticipating the next chapter and I love how every single character is so complex and just how descriptive you make the world of OFAL, it doesn’t lack in any way and you’re such a talented writer 🧡

i think it totally did because this asks nearly made me cry! you're so sweet and I'm so happy that I was able to help you explore your gender identity through my fic’s 💖 I hope that you continue to get the love and respect that you deserve from your friend's cuz that can be really stressful right? and if you liked the other part of the fic- then you’ll definitely love this next one coming in a few hours! lots of gender thoughts and exploration that come from Hoseok’s end!

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For the what passage, line or fic i think of - i always think of the scene (??) in Call Me Yours where we first get introduced to Hoseok's hybrids, like, Jimin on the fence, Namjoon talking to Jungkook through the panels of wood. it's so imprinted in my mind for some reason and i remember it so well, that chapter was so wholesome and lovely

oh i’m terribly fond of that part too- and just like- the moment they come over the fence and two worlds collides and jimin yanking on jungkook’s tail and yoongi being super suspicious always tuggs on my heartstrings too!! thank you so much for sharing!

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