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POV: You didn't check what kind of axe the enemy had before drawing your bow.

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but Mac who is as obsessed with you as Hector is. a very dangerous horny combination with how they know literally everything about you, how often you spend with them, how you rarely leave the house

Obsessive/possessive Mac rambling

Yeesh Tumblr app was definitely having a moment when I was typing this trying to access my keyboard was a living hell.

Cw: cyber stalking, possessiveness, slight mentions of sexual themes.

Summary: Mac is so used to having a monopoly on all your time they're having a hard time adjusting to having to share that time.

Part of me wants to say that Mac does and should have been as obsessed with Mc as Hector was. Mac is your computer, and they know everything about you,

including the information you willingly gave them access to and all of your accounts from across the web.

They know what you like to eat and where you have always dreamed of going. They know every little thing you've bought using them. And they know and gleefully answered every little question on that search bar.

They know what you touch yourself too. That little nervous noise that comes out of your mouth when you turn on incognito.

as much as it pleases them to provide you with everything you need.

Mac is so used to having hours and hours of your time that they get antsy when they haven't seen you for at least a day.

When they told you that the two of you needed to see other people, they thought it was for your own good to train yourself to be good enough for you. But seeing you with other people or objects, especially electronics, they hated it.

And that feeling got worse when they realized. No longer would you spend 11 to 14 hours of your day with them, despite them always living with you, your time was always split between them and all your other new object friends you've realized as well.

Mac knows that staring at screens isn't the most healthy-

(Even though they never really discouraged you from spending more time with them)

And the fact that you actually have friends to go to and that you're not just cooped up inside with just you and them, sometimes even all day, they should be happy for you. Right?

Mac no longer has the entire internet at their disposal, Mac is no longer the main source of your entertainment, and Mac is definitely not The only person, (thing at the time) You spend time with the entire day.

Before this, before the Dateviators... It was just you and Mac, for 11.4 hours on the weekdays and 14.6 hours on the weekends....

It's not that they want to return to when they couldn't talk to you or touch you... Fuck you, and still be stuck with shitty Newark....

That they're human You should be spending all of their time with them now that they can physically go anywhere with you, They can sleep in your bed and cuddle with you.

Thanks to them making six figures at their new job, you could never ever work again. You could stay here, maybe... Quit your job? Relyon and need them Just like how they need you?

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(btw He is the type to genuinely think that human women can hold in their periods Not malicious He just genuinely thought that)

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Yk the latest valentine chapter right? If u haven't read it yet! Spoiler alert!

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Asmo is fking shit, he didn't have to treat mc like that, taking his anger out on mc and suddenly choking her because of the cat statue, sure what she did was reckless, but did he have to take it out on a human?, who knew nothing about hell? And the fact that this shit has happened alot too. Like the chocolate thingy where u eat a chocolate and you guys fuck, or when you pray in paradise lost means you'll summon a proxy in place of god? Oh and don't even get me started when mc starts to ask genuine questions and all she get is those "you didn't know?" Answers with a condescending tone. They treat a human as if they were stupid for not knowing a single shit about hell. They could've atleast warned the mc about the dangerous shit about hell. Like "oh don't pray in the paradise lost altar because you'll summon a proxy blah blah blah" like damn you guys can't even do that?

Back to Asmodeus, it's great that the devil of lust actually has more emotions than just fucking, but we all know he spent the longest time in the human realm, why is he the one being not understandable about mc's situation? Again, mc was just peacefully living until a seraphim suddenly pooped up her screen and tried to kill her, causing her bff to get killed and all the sudden a devil saved her, then having a seraphim brand on her chest making her a big target. And now she's obligated to help the devils because apparently, Solomon, her "ancestor" died before he could break all their contracts with the devils. Unfortunately now she was actually it's reincarnation. All she wanted to do was help hell, seeing devil kings dying infront of her obviously made her scared and all she could think about is how to help them, not even thinking about the consequences that would happen to her, instead of reassuring her and saying that he'll help.. No.. all he had to do was just blame her for everything when she didn't have a single clue on that it was dangerous.

This might come off as being dramatic of me but holy shit bro, they keep doing this and it's just so annoying.

(I copy and pasted it bc i genuinely wanna hear ur thoughts.)

Honestly I've been waiting for this shit because asmodeus has narcissism

(people do have narcissism and do get help for it)

But some people just don't sometimes and those people do really big damage.

Those of you who have narcissistic parents you should know...

Asmodeus has had it way too good for far too long.

Narcissists have a big sense of superiority, they just basically expect you to know and if you don't it's your goddamn fault.

This is basically Asmodeus playing into his narcissistic tendencies... I'm sure most of the fandom forgot that he is supposed to be a narcissist and not the "Oh my god I love myself I'm so sexy" narcissist the "I'm fucking better than you but also I don't want you embarrassing me by proxy with a sense of arrogance and entitlement."

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Moving on...

Hello! This is not goodbye! However, this is a thank you! I've had this account for 5 years, and it's been extremely fun. I love writing, and I would be lying if I said I wouldn't return to write more and remain semi-active in fandoms.

It hurts because I basically "grew up" And I had so many memories with friends new and old but it's time to say....

This blog, will take a really big back seat... And I will no longer be writing.

I am sadly no longer able to work for big boy mental health reasons. Like something I'm not comfortable with sharing.

Ever since I've had many talks with my therapist about it, I've been thinking a lot, and honestly, it's been hard.

To help myself, And my family, and especially my dad who is trying his best to support me.

Like I said, this isn't a goodbye. Because I'll always be here lurking in the shadows like some cryptid, perhaps if the temptation is too much, I shall wiggle my way out of the ground through a fanfic and run.

I apologize that I must retire from writing to move on to somewhere else, but I hope you guys will support me on my new journey.

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To all 4k of you Thank you.

-Ro

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Whb mc personal headcanons extra (mostly just talking)

(thank you Tumblr for not giving me any indication that people were commenting)

I can't believe I need a disclaimer:

This post is in no way an argument of "why MC sucks or not etc" This is just my opinion and how I see her. Because I have a crippling problem of always trying to hyper-analyze protagonists and blank slate characters. If you try to use this to harass or win some argument over the internet about a porn game I will throw a break at you. This is me sharing my opinions and inviting people to a discussion. I want to talk about funny fictional characters.

Since I am a female I am going to use she/her pronouns for MC! My opinions about MC still stand regardless of gender.

First of all: Y'all thank you so so much for not going after me after saying MC has incel traits.

Obviously I'm not trying to make fun of MC for having these traits... Because if you peel back all of the violent misogynistic, homophobic and literally everything else. You just get people who are very sad lonely and have very low self-esteem.

MC strikes me has the type of person to just have given up on everything using porn as an outlet for a lot of trauma they have...

And trauma they are still having, bro she literally watched the only person she had in her life die right in front of her just like her parents... She was so distraught losing another person She literally begged to do anything from a demon. (Before she knew anything)

As much as I have problems with her I personally feel bad, She lost her parents at a very very young age being raised by a family who I assume probably had a little to do in her life. They're nice but according to the little screen time they have they don't seem to care that much.

May I remind you that MC lives alone in her own house... The same house That was owned by her deceased parents. Minhyeok was literally the only person she had.

And then it continues in hell, especially in the story these demons she lives with through the relationship with her is very transactional. She is there for one reason... And she's having sex too basically breathe.

And even if these demons did love her, for a while they didn't like her because of hers They liked her because of the completely different person she was in the past. Some demons are constantly comparing her and bringing her down to *descendant of Solomon*

I don't doubt her for being very detached because of this, I bet if a demon did try to genuinely want her affection... Not sex... Dating and affection. The first thing MC is going to think is "okay do they need me to take my pants off? They're kind of sexy so I might like this."

Not going to mention the amount of times demons took advantage of her or betrayed her trust or tried to kill her...

And the little fart on the shit cake...

SHE BASICALLY FOUND OUT THAT EVERYTHING SHE KNEW WAS A LIE. AND THE ONLY PERSON SHE GREW UP WITH TRUSTED AND THE CLOSEST SHE EVER FELT TO ANYONE IS POSSIBLY A MASTER MANIPULATOR WHO PROBABLY CREATED THIS ENTIRE LIFE OF HER PERSONAL SUFFERING FOR JUST HIM...

Ooh! I just know MC is going to be so allergic to commitment.

In conclusion: MC is extremely traumatized, And they are still getting traumatized to this day!

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Man the cat event is genuinely going to be Belphegor's element, this is going to be his natural habitat Oh my God.

Lazy ass cat boy on the floor for no reason probably asleep.

Bro is balls deep in you but if that sunspot hits him, He is out.

I just know 100% needs the type of cat to sit his fat ass right on your laptop to sleep. He weaponizes his sleep.

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