#robotichawk

[rabidtanuki]

robotichawk replied to your post: Do you do commissions?

Lies! Your work is beautiful and if you’d let me I would throw money at you. The Solona/Zevran pair was so heart wrenching it still makes me tear up

Thanks T.T But you see, it’s a matter of whether I’d be happy with it when it comes to taking money, and if it’s not good enough for me to pay money for it, then I don’t feel comfortable asking others to do that (which probably means I’ll never ever offer commissions lol). 

[rabidtanuki]

robotichawk replied to your post: I will draw Joker again, I like him too much....

argh, you got waaayyy too much spoiler! I didn’t say one thing about her name!!!

lol but I have Google.... :p

[rabidtanuki]

robotichawk replied to your photo: Henrietta Buttercup, Hero of Ferelden My part of...

Maker, that chicken is going to be the death of me. I love it lol.

She is my secret muse. lol I have never drawn a chicken before...it was surprisingly fun.

[rabidtanuki]

robotichawk replied to your post: .[[MOR] I’m hiding from 2016

Can’t go fast enough indeed

I totally misread that as “can’t get fat enough” and was like “damn right the only thing I gained this year was weight”. But yes I agree, please save us all 2017. 

[oblivionscribe]

For being so nice and cute, copy this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the GAME going and make others feel beautiful! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Aw, thank you, sweetie! Right back at you! <3 

[rabidtanuki]

robotichawk replied to your post: So…we adopted this guy from the local animal...

adorable. Bet he stole your heart!!

Totally :D He’s very well behaved, too. He loves cheese...maybe we should have named him Alistair.

[kill-your-idols]

How much time on avg do you spend on tumblr and on writing per day?

Too much and not enough. 

In all honesty, I spend about an hour on Tumblr in a day while I use the rest of my free time doing everything but writing. But I’m always thinking about writing. Always. Every second of the day I think about how I should be writing, what I could be writing about, when the last time I wrote was, and so on. But lately those thoughts are always punctuated with uncertainty, self-doubt, and most of all an all encompassing feeling of hopelessness. 

I’ve set standards for myself, for my writing. Standards that I have no hope of reaching but can’t let go of. I can’t turn off the part of my brain that tells me nothing I write will ever be good enough. That any attempt I make is and always will be futile. That my writing is worthless. That I am worthless.

Until I can block out those thoughts or move past them, I don’t know if I’ll be able to write again.

[rabidtanuki]

Tanuki's birthday~~~ I nearly missed it!! Tanjobi omedeto~!! <3 Happy Birthday!!!

Arigato~ <3 <3 <3