#rohirants

[aoirohi]

Currently hating life 🙃

[aoirohi]

I'm about to die of embarrassment. I had a slow wifi connection and went to hit Kudos on a fanfic and when the kudos didn't register, I smashed the kudos button a few more times and now suddenly there's multiple that the server has registered. I know I keep saying I'd like to give multiple kudos to a story but not like thiiiiiiis. AAAAAAAH. -anxiety intensifies-

(The author totally deserved all those kudos btw. All of you do)

[aoirohi]

Almost 12 hours later and I'm still prone to bursting into tears over anything. I've slept, but it was fitful at best and my eyes are puffier than a marshmallow having a bad day. I'm so tired, physically, mentally and emotionally.

I am also very hurt. I've experienced hurts and rejection and misunderstanding before but somehow when it comes from family (y'know, the people that are supposed to love and support you the most) the hurt just feels that much deeper.

I love my relatives, I do. But sometimes...

Sometimes I'm very glad I live far away.

[aoirohi]

A Mood

When your vacation is more stressful than your daily routine.

[aoirohi]

I'm always really sad when the Olympics ends. I've been an avid fan of The Games ever since I was a kid and it's the highlight of my year every two years.

Pyeongchang you were amazing, and I'm so proud of my country for doing as well as you did.

Can't wait to see everyone again in Beijing 2022, and Tokyo 2020 for the summer games!!!!

[aoirohi]

The rage I feel towards the way naruto canonically ended still burns till this day. I am so thankful for fanfiction and fanart to soothe my anger.

[aoirohi]

Sitting here trying really hard to ignore that my life pretty much went from super okay to not-really-okay in pretty much a couple hours.

Did not ask for this when I woke up this morning.

Goodnight world. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

[aoirohi]

Had a fucking shit evening. I don't want to do anything. Fuck. Everything.